Is It Unusual: a song by me
Warning: dark subject matter
Is it unusual to see the bad guys if they were good
To envision a place where everyone was misunderstood
Is it unusual to spend $30 on a meal and then just throw it away after a couple bites
When you wanna do the same thing to you because you’re a trash person who’s conversations no matter what always ends in fights
My demons have demons and I try not to see them
I hope to give me some piece of mind
Is it unusual to wear this mask that’s airtight
Am I in denial or do I just not have the time
As usual
Those I like I break their hearts and those I hate are torn asunder
I see the masks that people wear and it’s more like a coffin buried deep under
Am I the prison guard of my demise where there’s no escape and I have no key
A dilapidated boat without a raft and the silentness is slowly killing me
Is it unusual to wish for death just because they wouldn’t share
To be in art class without a partner because the teacher assigning one could not care
Is it unusual to hate yourself just because this person you like has a different opinion
Disillusioned with a life of a mindless bot who carries on other people’s thoughts like a useless minion
My demons have demons and I try not to see them
I hope to give me some piece of mind
Is it unusual to wear this mask that’s airtight
Am I in denial or do I just not have the time
As usual
Am I a woman trapped in a man’s body and I just don’t know it because I’m so scared
Of what the people might think as well as my mom who might disown me without a care
Why do I have these thoughts that consume me when it would be best to have happy thoughts
Is it unusual to be miserable and yet happy to have unhappy thoughts
Is it unusual that you think that everyone has nothing to do and is staring at you
Is it unusual to hate someone when they’re a stranger who’s done nothing to you
Is it unusual to think you’re the side character in the fantastical story that is your life
Is it unusual to hate yourself so much that you wanna cut yourself with a rusty knife
My demons have demons and I try not to see them
I hope to give me some piece of mind
Is it unusual to wear this mask that’s airtight
Am I in denial or do I just not have the time
As usual