[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

@Background Pony #C291  
We all know death is inevitable for everyone, but what is the reason for you to rush your death??

@Background Pony #B054  
what the hell is toxic masculinity,  
stop pushing libbie agendas, he probably has a good reason or a reason atleast, maybe his work is shit or his health is shit.

@Slingring  
He spends $400 on pot and I’m ready to knock him out.
 
There’s my mother.
 
he’ll get mad at me 😱
 
Fuck that. Nobody scares me!

@Slingring  
You bet your ass it makes you gay!
 
And I’m not going to be afraid of him.
 
That goes for anyone else who reminds me of my father.

@Slingring  
Nice for you to try to sympathise with that guy, but this shall not be the case. As badheart said, drugs made him mad, and he probably used drugs because of 2 possible reasons, shitty work, as you said, or pride, the toxic masculinity one, or both.

@Background Pony #B054  
the baddies suffer the most.

I hate living.

@Flutter_Lover  
Sometimes it be like that.

Life sucks a huge ass cock. I could get a job, a home of my own, some taste of freedom, but why do it if I’m still miserable? Heartbroken, stressed, depressed, alone. Why would I want to live like that? I don’t…

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Wow so ontop of that my dad beats me and my ptsd fucking my asshole. I’m gonna find a gun and shoot myself. All walls will painted with the last ditch efforts of giving a fuck.

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Tl;dr I’m My own Boss bitch now.
 
 
Oh I’m going to be just fine. Family or not ain’t no bitch going to talk about how I’m being pathetic when they can’t wake up in the morning without whiskey and go to sleep without someone sucking them off. Can’t even get anyone to suck them off so they beat their dick. so fucking pathetic don’t even have any clean clothes to wear and don’t even take care of their physical health. Meanwhile I’m waking up everyday and despite everything that I’m going through I’m doing a stable routine of things, working to get myself an actual life, yeah I’m not even trying at all to get a life and I’m being miserable?
 
Fuck that shit. People want me to change by God I will change. Nobody’s pushing me around anymore. I’m tired of being a spike or a season 1 Fluttershy. Nobody’s going to make me a pushover and nobody’s going to make me their bitch. I’m not going to get the push around anymore. I don’t care if people call me an asshole. If it’s what I need to do it’s what I need to do. I’m tired of people talking down to me like I’m little. I’m more than what people think I am. So much more. I raised myself. My dad can’t compare me to him and he can’t talk to me any damn way he wants to. My mom didn’t try to raise me and she did the shit she did to me. My grandma may have had me under her roof but she didn’t teach me shit. Only used me for my check and only used my money to serve her daughter’s habits instead of raising me. So many people have hurt me and left me and I’m sick of it because it seems that the reason for it is all because of me. I’m not doing this shit anymore.
 
I raised myself and nobody owns me. The only family I have are the ones that have stuck by me through thick and thin blood or not. My real family aren’t even real family. Just a bunch of pathetic whores. I am h o p e and hoping ain’t easy. I’m My own bitch now. Let’s see anyone try to tell me what the fuck to do and how to live my fucking life. I’ll shut them down quicker than that. Ask for building new relationships I ain’t going to get too close to anybody cuz all that’s done is hurt me. Just fuck people in general. I’m going to continue to do what I need to do bottom line. I’m not going to take shit from nobody anymore.

@xXSleep Deprived ArtistXx  
Wow, you are starting to be assertive, that is the spirit, I fought for my own rights with assertive spirit as well.

It’s too hard. I’m so in love and he left me… Everyone keeps telling me that he’s gone and he doesn’t want me but I don’t want to think like that I just keep telling myself that he’s coming back one day but everyone keeps telling me otherwise and it makes me want to kill myself… I know it’s pathetic but I really can’t live without him…

@xXSleep Deprived ArtistXx
 
The once love of my life mentally and emotionally abused me for several months before cheating on me with someone she met in the AF. That was over 8 years ago.
 
It hurt, tore my heart out. But these things heal.

im not made for this world. im lost as always. i lack any real motivation for getting my life together. and thats fine. i’ll just coast till i go homeless and die.

since the moderators dislike me stating more or less, safer and more effective ways to die.  
background pony #F5B2 dont worry, i might be in the same spot as you too, just know that there is always someone who loves you and that its yourself

@Slingring  
mods do what mods do. even if they dont understand the intent and meaning to something. just goes to show we all have different thought processes and opinions.
 
@Slingring  
i just think regardless of how i proceed with my life i’ll still go homeless at some point. dont think any amount of love from myself or anyone else would change that. i just try not to think on it to hard. and getting high here and there also seems to help.

@Slingring  
I’ve been used to assuming people spend a lot of time hating or working against me for petty reasons.
 
In reality things usually are petty at first, and people don’t actually think about you that much. If you’re not banned here, obviously the mods think you can do better.

@Background Pony #F5B2  
Weed is the best when u feel depressed

@Dashiefluffywaifu
 
…Really?
 
I’m glad NJ recently voted to legalize weed… Now to wait until it actually becomes legalized…

@Dashiefluffywaifu  
weed makes you gay.  
i smoked it and i got paranoid as hell from it, different reactions for everyone.