My best friend forever, the one I thought would last me literally forever, the one that also appreciated me as much, the one I drew for, the one I emotionally invested so much time on, the one that I did everything for, the one that I lowered the moon for, just told me they don’t want to be friend anymore and they can’t stand me
I have no fucking idea what I did wrong, but it was a fucking battering ram on my soul. I was already having issues in real life and wasn’t in my best but then he suddenly said “Pimples, zero, blackheads, zero, our friendship, zero” (Not really but that’s how it felt) and now I’m here devastated
I really truly have nothing to live for. I mean if I somehow fucked up so badly my best friend and straight up queerplatonic partner did a “It’s not you it’s me” and then promptly closed the chat… I really have not much to do with my life… and I’m sure that any other friend I’ll do I’ll fuck up so
I hope everyone else has a nice life. Love you all <3
Espero que esta vez si funcione, porque ya no quiero estar aqui en este mundo. Adios.
Stranded in the open
Dried out tears of sorrow
Lacking all emotion
Staring down the barrel waiting for the
Final gates to open
To a new tomorrow
Moving with the motion
Following the light that sets me free