Take pride. 🌈
@Background Pony #39B2
I believe that the word to explain this is
anhedonia. It is a symptom, not a disease.
I do not feel a lot of pleasure from anything that I do (except eating dessert; I have a sweet tooth), but from what you have said, it seems like you have it to a much stronger extent than I do.
Things used to be very alluring to me. I could listen to music, watch MLP, watch various animes, play video games, occasionally develop crushes, and more while feeling
great. For the first two, I would sometimes cry and laugh from pleasure. Since I have not felt love toward anybody in about a year-and-a-half, I have been debating whether or not I could be defined as borderline-asexual.