I learned today a friend of mine left Derpibooru… 3 months ago. Let that sink in. I didn’t learn until 3 months.
This guy… In my eyes, was sorta like a big brother to me… Just two days before I learned I was asking for some advice. No reply. I needed someone to talk to, badly at the time… I just needed something…
And only today I learn. And I almost cried. Several times. I was never told and kept out of the loop and that really fucking hurts. That I sat for 3 months, not knowing he was truly GONE.
I… Really am upset. A little angry for not knowing till now. But more upset.
This… Is just really hard for me to comprehend… I didn’t get any heads up. But more so the fact that he’s left just hurts even worse… Just… Fuck, man, this actually hurts…