Hey guys, Walhi Llama here. Ban evading like the worthless human being I am. Who cares if I get another month, or year added to my ban? Not like it matters really. First off, I want to apologize for my behavior these last few days. I’ve said stuff I would have never even thought of saying to anyone before. However, I’m not going to lie and say it was just hot air, that I was just freaking out and I didn’t really mean it. I did mean it, because that is the only experience I’ve ever had with the furry community. I know it’s unfair to judge an entire group because of my personal experience with the worst stereotypes of said group.
But did any of you try to prove me wrong?
I was attacked when I should have been corrected. So in my mind, I was proven right. So even though I still feel that way, I know my behavior was unacceptable and immature.
My opinion on furries has not changed.
I’ve been swinging between white-hot anger, crippling depression, and utter disappointment in myself that something so silly could hurt me so deeply.
This has left me with a six year sized hole in my chest, and right now I don’t know what else to do with my life. So, I decided I’m just not going to get emotionally invested in anything ever again. Enjoy things, but never devote the kind of time and energy it takes to truely care about someone or something.
Just wanted to get this off my chest and maybe get some closure. I’ll still probably look at arts here from time to time, but I’m done being a part of the fandom.
TLDR;
I still hate furries, sorry I threw a hissyfit, and I’m going full Vulcan.
