More details. Recently my mom told me to stop taking birth control because she read that it can cause depression (I take it because I have a hormone disorder which was fucking with my menstrual cycles). Well I stopped that, and I stopped taking another medicine last year for PCOS, at my doctor’s orders. That medicine was also helping keep my weight down but I’ve gained since then. She also recently got me these…mood pills that I take. I guess they help? I don’t know. I still get random anxiety spikes and intrusive thoughts but I haven’t been crying lately, in fact today I found myself smiling and laughing as I RPed with some online friends. I’m still worried though. I don’t feel quite as attatched to things that I used to enjoy. But I’m trying. My apppointment is finally tomorrow and I hope this is something easily fixed.