[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

On the plus side…I lost my virginity today.

@Nupie The Hero  
Oh, well it better than nothing.
 
 
@Pacific Glow
 
@HighRollerHydra  
Oh come on, don’t you say that you two.
 
@HighRollerHydra  
Good for you.

@HighRollerHydra
 
How was it?
 
My first time was awkward, but enjoyable. I remember it fairly fondly, as long ago as it was.

@warc9  
Remember when I said I wanted to order a hooker just so I can lose my virginity?
 
Well…

@HighRollerHydra  
Do you feel like you have more worth now or do you feel roughly the same?

@HighRollerHydra  
ok.

@Background Pony #2EB3  
Well…no one can tease me anymore.

@HighRollerHydra  
They could just tease you for being too loose and/or needing a prostitute to get laid, people will always find a way if they want to be jerks.

@Background Pony #2EB3  
cuts my arm again

@HighRollerHydra  
I don’t think that will help anything, why do you care if others tease you?

@Background Pony #2EB3  
You’re not helping.

@HighRollerHydra
 
Anyone who teases someone over their sex life is a fucking idiot. Pay them no mind, or tell them to shove the nearest phallic object right up their ass.

@Zincy  
How about humping a chainsaw?

@HighRollerHydra
 
That works too.
 
I like your style, very visceral and direct.

@Zincy  
Meaning?

@HighRollerHydra  
I’m just saying that anybody who cares about your sex life to that degree probably isn’t somebody you should care about teasing you.

@HighRollerHydra
 
Visceral means related to the viscera, or flesh. Used to denote something meaty, bloody, and physical. Like a “visceral” FPS or “visceral horror”.
 
Humping a chainsaw is a very visceral, meaty insult. I like that, I’ll likely use it in the future. It both implies for them to go fuck themselves, and also that they should flay off their sexual organs. Very effective.

@Zincy  
I know of Visceral Games.

Meh… I feel a LITTLE dizzy… I think it’s because I stopped the anti depressant…
 
It’s tolerable right now… but if it gets too much worse…

Some guys get all the luck.

@Background Pony #2EB3
 
I have to deal with my Dad teasing me on a daily basis with him jokingly and sarcastically saying “He never got what he wanted” - this refers to me GETTING what I ask for. It’s all just about accepting it, not resisting (which is what getting mad or upset about it is all about, yes?) and moving on. Well I might have left out the jokes of ear and skin pulling, head patting and raspberries (no, wrong term; tongue not included, just blowing with my lips) on his forehead; I have to do something to not kill myself in being-too-serious torment.

I wish they’d make a cure for autism, so I can live a better life.

@HighRollerHydra  
I can see where your coming from, I have my own issues also, I hate how there’s a lot who treated me bad from having depression and a lot of those people who treated me this were Brony Analysis, they treated me like a kid, a lot of them had problems with me being their friends and some of them treated me like I was never there and treated my depression like it’s an act.

Meh
 
Moods starting to drop pretty significantly
 
But I haven’t taken any anti depressants in about a week
 
So…
 
 
I guess I took a smaaall dosage Saturday and it made me reaaaaaally tired and I’m just like nooooope
 
Not having that bullshit again
 
Well… I guess I am on Wellbutrin.. but it’s a pretty minor anti depressant even at the max dosage

Well, I seem to have gained quite a few admirers of my looks and colorings.