(Cum version of >>845004)
 
Dear Diary,
 
Ive been slackin in writing in you, and Im sorry. Life as a slave gets a little mundane sometimes, you know? Anyhow, this one is going to be one spread across a few different entries once again!
 
Master has a sizable harem, and sheer looks, parlor tricks, and obedience doesnt get one over as the favored slave of the house alone~! Actually, most mares, even if theyre wearing red collars have trouble truly getting into the role of being dirt. Its something I knew from my fillyhood in saddle arabia and from being a wishing object as a genie. Ive taken extraordinary whippings, fuckings until I bleed, tortures that would drive mares to the breaking point for my Master. He has quite a sadistic streak, and I aim to please, no matter how hard it can be sometimes.
 
At any rate, Master has been playing a new game with me. its a long term game, and one that has made things very, VERY tough. master got this new toy. its a latex coated metal rod that inflates at the tip! the thing viberates, heats up, chills, makes me itch like I just got injected with bitch itch gel, etc. while its in, Master ruts me dry I cant even squeeze out any natural lube with it in my peehole. it feels so weird. its tough to even walk, so I end up crawling a lot. what it really does though is it robs me of control even more. I try my hardest to smile, to keep cheery, to dance and walk when master orders and get my chores done on time but its so hard when you have to pee and you cant.
 
Journal, I have to pee. This is the longest Hes left it in without letting me pee. I have to pee so bad. Master isnt coming home for another 2 hours. I have to pee so much, and Hes not coming home! he needs to come home so I can pee I wanna pee. Im so sensiti
 
Sorry, I dropped the quill and the ink wont come out of the page. the damned thing started viberating. I keep cumming and cumming but nothings coming out. I feel like Im gonna be sick, or Im gonna die. Master and the vet said Its got magic to keep me healthy and we go to the vet weekly to make sure I havnet gotten infections, but this is just maddening! When is master getting home?!? I gotta pee! but but I also have to stay positive. Keep smiling, Wishy! you can do this, just another hour and fourty-nine minutes.
 
Then you can go and beg for walkies. then you can finally go potty I think Im gonna masturbate some to pass the time, journal.
 
Sincerely, Wishy Washy