I know that feel.

@Minus  
Thank you

@ArrowTheTiger  
I’ve always messaged my IRL friends online, spoken to them from afar. Physically, I don’t even think about it. So I totally cannot relate. I can’t feel alone so long as I am being written to, like this right now. Even to a stranger, I know, their life has now totally deviated from it’s original path because of me. I am now a part of their life forever. I can’t feel alone in this kind of situation, even as I sit here in the dark and quiet.
 
Plus, talking to people IRL can be so much worse when they’re ugly or they forgot to shower, you know? I don’t see the appeal in actually doing anything in person. Maybe I’ve just gotten used to it? Or maybe those two family members of mine fill my quota.
 
2 people doesn’t sound like much, but that’s a lot more than 0. Hope you find someone to increase that number for you.

@Minus  
Thank you. In reality, I’m just really down in life
 
I’m literally physically alone vast majority of the time, leading my thoughts to go to mentally feeling alone too

You just gotta open your eyes a little wider to to see that you’ve never been alone. Turn around and there’s just so many people. And ahead of you, even more. Stop looking down, to the one and only place where you can feel like you’re right. To feel alone, is to have your feelings lie to you.
 
And this was meant to be my positive message. I’m bad at this.

@Background Pony #B4D6  
Emotions are always ‘fun’

I can relate

OK