Vent thread

@Mikey  
I am not. It just frustrates me because I want people to get to know me and realize I’m a good person.

@Holofan4life  
How on earth did you find that?

@PonyPon  
I was bored so I googled “4Chan Holofan4life” to see what popped up.

@Holofan4life  
what popped up?

@tehwatever  
That one mention and a bunch of other unrelated stuff.

I hate myself that I’m always scared of symptoms of a brain aneurysm EVERY SINGLE DAY. I’m even scared that I can’t even do pushups without putting pressure on my blood vessels to remove my man boobs!
 
Do I suffer from intense migraines? No.  
Do I have visionary problems? No.  
Do my face tingles? No.  
Do I puke often? No.  
Have I ever experienced a seizure? Never!
 
It keeps replaying that same fear over and over and over and over again! When will this shit end?!

@Flutter_Lover  
Then why are you afraid if the chances of it happening is less than being struck by lightning?

You know, I am at the point in life where I literally unable to say anything positive about myself. A coworker told me “good job today” and I was like “Sufficiently acceptable job maybe. Never good.” and when my boss tried to be nice and is like “you work hard, I appreciate it” I actually told him “I goof around all day, if I have been working hard I’d feel a lot more spent by now.”
 
That in turn makes me feel like I don’t deserve jack shit. This is not me being a workaholic–I am ACTUALLY lazy and I procrastinate a whole bunch. I just know how to do what they tell me, when they tell me–nothing more. I don’t make initiative, and I’m unmotivated.

@Flutter_Lover
 
I have all of those and push well over three hundred.
 
Except for the migraines and the puking despite the partying.

That’s why you have to remain unremarkable.

@Holofan4life
 
Kinda harsh to call you bald like that. Can’t judge a man by the quantity of his hairs.

@Holofan4life  
Ignore it. This is 4Chan that we are talking about.

@Holofan4life
 
You don’t go bald,  
it just turns into extra beard.
 
DHT ;D
 
 
I’m going to try it out and lurk.
 
Nothing.

I don’t see my absolute shit reputation improving anytime soon, I’ve got nothing to loose.

I still can’t make myself watch or read anything. It’s like my entire life has ground to a halt and I can barely make myself enjoy anything.

@Holofan4life  
I wouldn’t be surprised if someone linked something similar about me.

@ILoveMyoozik
 
I’ve been attacked on 4chan a few times myself.

@Jarkes  
It’s seemingly mostly one guy who’s a bit obsessed with some of your posts and screencapping them, mostly your mistakes.

@Josh103
 
And I presume ignoring the times when I own up to those mistakes.

Dog slobbered on my screen

@Holofan4life  
@Jarkes  
@Josh103  

 
It probably is. He sounds exactly like the same guy who said shit about me too, including the “validation” part, which is ironic since he sounds like someone trying to get his own version of “validation” by namedropping people he stalks just for kicks.

@Jarkes  
173 search results on desuarchive…….
 
Explain the history behind all this.

@Exceptionally Average Individual And Lurker  
TLDR Jarkes mentioned his dislike for MLP a few times in the past and thought they were responsible for the Hasbro email hacks and the G5/Season 8 leaks (and apologised when he found out that they were not responsible), and 4chan / /mlp/ responded by being dicks to him.

I just purchased Horizon 4 and the faggot won’t play.

@ice1517  
With mentions going as far as 2016, there’s gotta be more to this.