Why is it when I’m always in bad moods I seem to produce some of my best works?
 
This took probably about an hour or so, I’m not entirely sure. To be honest I wasn’t keeping track of the time. But the words that were told to me at Comic Con reverberated through my ears the whole time. “You need to color man, color is everything”.
 
I’ve been stubborn in my fight against the need to cool in everything, mostly because I haven’t found a set of digital tools that I really like for doing color and stuff like that. But after messing around with Photoshop Sketch, I can happily say that I might have finally found something I love to work with. Everything in this picture was made with just the graphite pencil tool, and various settings for stroke size and flow. And yeah, there’s mistakes here and there, but I’m very very happy with how it came out.
 
I…admit I took a peak at the finale of the show (translation: I watched it). I didn’t mean to, but I couldn’t help myself. And it was freakin’ beautiful. I probably wouldn’t change a thing about it. And yeah, I cried like the stupid man-child that I am. Freakin’ Friendship and Magic and whatnot. When they finally hit the US release I’m probably gonna watch them all again. And might binge all the other seasons.
 
If anything, it’s made me momentarily scared for the future of this fandom. And where it’s gonna go. I know I’ve said this before almost exactly a month ago, but it’s a very real and scary issue for me (considering it’s all I draw). But I decided that hey…if there’s even like just three or so people that read my comic, and like my art, and etc….then that’s enough for me.
 
If anything else, it’s made me more than excited for G5, whenever it comes out. I want it to be good. And I hope that it is. And I made a promise to myself that I would keep trying this stuff until I either died or got tired of it. So in short, I’m not going anywhere. I feel like I repeat myself a lot, but it’s more just me reassuring myself. I’m a person not very comfortable with change but I’m trying my best to deal with in and make the best out of that fear.
 
 
TLDR; I cried during final episode, I’m not quitting ponies, thank you, good day, have a happy Pinkie Pie.
 

 
Thanks for looking, and Remember to Be Awesome!