Inktober day 5
 
 
I hurt myself today  
To see if I still feel  
I focus on the pain  
The only thing that’s real  
The needle tears a hole  
The old familiar sting  
Try to kill it all away  
But I remember everything
 
What have I become  
My sweetest friend  
Everyone I know goes away  
In the end  
And you could have it all  
My empire of dirt  
I will let you down  
I will make you hurt
 
I wear this crown of thorns  
Upon my liar’s chair  
Full of broken thoughts  
I cannot repair  
Beneath the stains of time  
The feelings disappear  
You are someone else  
I am still right here
 
What have I become  
My sweetest friend  
Everyone I know goes away  
In the end  
And you could have it all  
My empire of dirt  
I will let you down  
I will make you hurt
 
If I could start again  
A million miles away  
I would keep myself  
I would find a way
 
-Johnny Cash
 
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