@DiscipleOfAndrewRyan
Yeah it does… I’m gonna be 18 in a while and… I can’t stop thinking about how fun it was to be a kid and not have to worry about taking responsibility for anything…
Makes me think.
I usually go without sleep because I think about all the good times and how everything used to be.
I grew up pretty fuckin’ fast.
I was 10-12 when my mom and dad divorced.
I can barely remember any of that.
But now I hear lyrics like… “there is no greater love than the love of a father”.
Then I break down because I don’t really have one now.
My stepdad is always busy with work.
I also remember most of my friends. They all have lives now. Waking up to the realization that your friends will most probably lose time for a long term friendship is a bitch.
Nowadays I just give up and look to what I have left.
I have new friends! I have music and my dreams!
Those stand. I’m not going to let go of them easy.