If you wonder why this drawing is from the oc that represents me. It is to express my personal experience during 2019, until now.  
I don’t know how to explain it, but since I started this year… And during the previous 3 months, I feel quite depressed…  
The end of My little pony g4.  
The uncertain future of Equestria Girls.  
And the future of mlp in general.  
There were several factors, which have marked my art and my emotions.  
Perhaps it is due to the fact of uncertainty, of what will happen next after this year.  
I have been in the fandom since 2011 but only 3 years ago that I actively show myself and what i can do.  
I’m sorry if this was somewhat depressing, but I just wanted to let go of my emotions found for now.  
It’s the first time that happens to me.