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I don’t know. He just texted me that his dad just passed away, and I was just shocked and thought of how devastated he was from that heartbreaking news….
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Man I must have been out of my mind. .

Whatever idgaf.

Depression got dark, but when I got away from my dad everthing started to get better and I started respecting things.
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I see. for me, yeah it hurts too. I have times where i just wanna die, but harming is I guess better, I don’t know. my body doesn’t wanna die and is scared of that, but other times i’m feeling like shit, some people tend to give me gifts, but i tell them they don’t need to. i don’t want a new computer, a nintendo switch, nothing of that. or money. it just doesn’t matter anymore. nothing really does.
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The alcohol doesn’t work, I’m still in pain, my vision is going blurry, I’m getting psychotic and I have to go.
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I wish for death but I wouldn’t kill myself. Not because I’m scared but I can already picture what would happen.

I don’t want my entire existence to be labeled as someone who was emotionally unstable. That just paints a bad light with everyone I have connections to. We’ve seen parents say "He’s a good kid" when that kid went on a school shooting, and now they’re gonna doubt themselves for the rest of their lives.

Even if I were to die, I will never let anyone else get hurt by it. My life is more than just my own.
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I mean, isn’t that’s how depression works? Sadness, depression, self harm, suicide. that’s sorta how it goes..
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Yeah, same. But that doesn’t mean I’m not struggling as it is. I’m constantly lost and in need of guidance but no one is able to provide me with an answer so I have to find it myself. Which some might say is good and independent but I don’t want to be a scientist. I want to be a teacher.

I just want someone to have the answers. It seems small and shallow but without it, I can barely function as it is.
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I used to be so miserable and depressed. Did the cutting, real and fake suicide attempts.

I used to just do drugs indescriminately. Anything was better than constant fear and rumination, and honestly still is.

Now I don’t know wtf I am. I got a lot of physical energy and health, but no direction. I’m not particularly good at anything.

I got cutting scars but it wasn’t too bleed out or numb the emotional pain. Cross on my chest and bridge of my nose. I did it just to get bakeracted, because my world was falling apart. Now I got to see it in the mirror, they’re barely noticable now but I can see them.
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My mom knows I is debressed, but she dismisses it because I still function. As in, I can keeb a job and I can talk to people just fine (If I really have to). Also considering my tatemae is decent, I can fake normalcy just ok.
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[screams in German]
Why do I call my mom whenever I have a panic attack when she herself can’t comprehend it?

Hell, she doesn’t even know I’m depressed. When I said about it jokingly, she was genuinely surprised but forgets about it a minute after.
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I prefer your regular exercise. Wouldnt be much of a self-harm if I’m harming others or others harming me. With basic workout and weight lifting I can control how much pain I get. But I did take up martial arts tho. I did Pentjak Silat for a short while.

Point is, I like working out. Helps with my mood.

@Dashiefluffywaifu
That is actually very effective, and is prolly the best way to cope and also socialize, but I’m way too polite, shy and introverted to ask a rando to listen to me rant about my prolems.
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If you find physical discomfort to be a good relief from emotional pain, consider taking up a combat sport like MMA.

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Human beings have evolved so that we reflexively focus on physical pain to help us avoid getting eaten or injured or maimed. Physical pain tends to stop you thinking about anything else, including emotional pain.

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Pain kind of grounds me back to reality, to be honest. Whenever my head is up there in fantasy land, a quick shot of pain reminds me of where I am what was I doing and how can I get rid of this pain.

It makes everything else seem secondary in comparison, even for an instant.
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Well, I do regular exercise. The physical discomfort provides me with enough distractions from my emotional pain. Also, somehow after a decent session my mood usually improves, even if slightly. Also muscle soreness kinda feels nice in a morbid way.

It’s kind of a win-win and I regret not having known it earlier.
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