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@Shylover
Calm down buddy, we all feel this way sometimes, you just can’t let it take over your mind, sorry you are feeling this way hug hopefully this makes you feel alittle Better <3 Even though we don’t talk I still care about your well being.
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@Hollowfox Jaeger
Now I am actually scared of a nuke hurricane.

I don’t wanna die young.


@Flutter_Lover
@Hollowfox Jaeger
Wait, what?


@Shylover
@Hollowfox Jaeger

@Flutter_Lover
NO! ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME!? I AM COMPLETELY SCARED FOR YOU HOLLOWFOX! YOU DON’T DESERVE TO DIE! YOU DESERVE TO LIVE! I DON’T WANT TO LOSE YOU PAL! AND WORST YET, I’M GONNA LOSE "FLUTTER_LOVER" MY BEST FRIEND BECAUSE OF THAT CRAP! YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!? UGH! FUCK MY LIFE! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

None of my love for Fluttershy matters anymore! This is bullshit! Trump is a fucking stupid idiotic moron! I’m gonna lose my friends because of this shit! Why in the fuck do we have nukes in the fucking first place!? Why do they even exist!?

Can I fucking kill myself now?

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Shylover
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@Derpy Whooves
Sorry. I didn’t know you were gonna respond while I was editing. Anyway, to respond your updated response, I hope your right. And I hope my friend "Flutter_Lover" is okay. I just hope nothing bad ever happens to him.
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@Shylover
[UPDATE: oh – you edited your reply, now my response sounds kind of shitty – well, whatever they are going I hope they are ok, and you’ll get in touch with them again soon. Anyway, here’s my original response, please keep in mind I responded before your edits]

Ok, I hope you got an answer that helped :)

For myself, I really should have died … uhm … well, when I was 23, which was quite a few decades ago. But I didn’t. And ever since I’ve been making "ok" enough. I still have every bit of the depression I ever had, and have persistent idealizations of suicide that basically mean I spend the whole day realizing interesting ways to die right now. Like, even now, sitting in front of my computer. So many ways to kill myself, right now, which I absolutely know 100% for a fact is the right thing to do.

But I don’t. And the last several decades have been interesting enough that I’m glad I hung around.

Because it did get better. A lot.

I’m still mad about what happened when I was 23, but I can’t change that. It’s a part of my hard wiring. What I can do something about is decide how I can be the horrifically broken and damaged person that I am, and still be happy.

The answer’s not easy to practice, but it’s very easy in concept.

You can’t change your hard wiring, that’s what your body is and does. But what you do with it – that’s your call. And being hard wired wrong doesn’t mean you can’t find happiness.

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@Shylover
Sometime, if you get the chance, you should talk to someone two or three times your age who has been diagnosed with depression and suicidal idealization, but who lived. And who found happiness.

Ask them how they did that, and if it was worth it. Assuming you get a chance.

You might find the answer worth listening to.

I’m not saying it will necessarily change anything, but sometimes perspective can help.

And, like Lady Gaga says, it gets better.
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Shylover
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I Love Fluttershy 💖 💘
This week just keeps getting worse and worse for me today. Why do I even bother to stay positive, cheer people up a bit, and even be helpful?

:’(

I give up. I knew I should’ve killed myself last year. Then I guess I am going to suffer from loneliness forever.

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