This fandom is like a dried-up oasis, to me. For some reason I keep instinctually coming back, but there’s no water left, just sand, and I don’t like sand… and me complaining about the sand just results in a collection of sand people appearing from behind the dunes and ambushing me.
I generally do not like where the show went… and considering how magical this show was to me during Seasons 1-3, I feel a deep, underlying sense of betrayal any time I see anything MLP-related or take part in it. I still like the visual and sound design, but I’m not excited by or interested in the plot and world any more. This show has made too many mistakes, and, like a hard drive that has gathered too much sand, would probably be best with a reformat, especially since the owner of the computer is happy with it and doesn’t see any issues that need correcting.
I’ll hop on board if G5 ever comes around… and I’m keeping my Fallout:Equestria mousepad and my various pony dolls, but I’m about ready for this to end and start over, like a phoenix.
I can’t let this show go because my autistic brain has decided that this is going to be my life obsession. I want it to be better, I really do, but I’m just… disappointed.
I am in no way invalidating y’all’s interpretations of this show or fandom or what made it special to you. Be happy that you came here; this show was the best thing that ever happened to many of us. Just because I feel about ready to jump ship and not swim back doesn’t mean there’s something wrong with the boat or its direction, or that any of you are somehow wrong because you’re happy where you are. I just think this show is no longer for me.
Happy trails, y’all.