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Drawing wise, I’d say it’s more of the former, I know there are artists that are way better than I am. To be frank, I am very busy recently (I have a job) so it’s hard to get practice.
About the conflict also, fortunately they apologized and we’ve become friends again too.
Being brutally honest here, the ‘more downvotes than upvotes’ thing is probably because your art isn’t all that refined. You need practice to get good, and I’d wager a guess that you either don’t have any or you’re struck with the complex that makes it impossible to get better because you somehow already believe that you’re the best. I believe in the good in people, so I think that it’s just because you’re not practiced, but I do think that you can become practiced - it just takes a lot of effort and dedication.
As for the conflict, that’s just something that happens sometimes. Hell, I feel that way in certain scenarios or after watching a particularly tragic breakup; like I just saw something that I was never supposed to see, and ended up violating someone’s privacy.
And I felt horrible, like I just committed a crime. Another bad experience I’ve had with this fandom, like I got dragged into something I didn’t mean to escalate…plus in a way I kinda feel like I’m not welcome, I’m not wanted (my picture I submitted for Celestia day didn’t get accepted on Equestria Daily and it’s got more downvotes than upvotes here) or don’t fit in. And I feel like a good amount of the time when I feel I’ve made friendships here, in a fandom in a show about friendship, it’s never been successful (minus one), when I’ve successfully made friendships in other fandoms.
I just feel like I hate myself sometimes… :(
My brotha exiled me into the crapness basically
”…I never bothered to make any.”
”…they’ve all moved on.”
“My friends are all losers. Not the kind of people I really want to associate with. Not the kind of people who will help me get anywhere in life.”
“My friends are all way more successful than me…it’s like I don’t know them anymore. And every time we meet, and they ask how I’m doing, it feels more and more like they don’t want to know me anymore.”