Bipolar disorder is mental illness that symptom is mania and depression.It will give you depressed hopeless and gloomy feel or give you excited testy irritable feel.
If you want to know Bipolar disorder,you can visit https://www.msdmanuals.com/home/mental-health-disorders/mood-disorders/bipolar-disorder.
If you are feeling bad,please go to hospital.
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