I’m not as fun as I used to be  
by Keep-Yourself-Alive
 
I saw the new CMC episode. Hell, I ain’t keeping track at all anymore but I did want to see this one with my own eyes.  
It’s gonna sound odd but the time passing in mlp newer episodes kind of gives me sad melancholy. Twilight wuz just a smart arse with some friends in a small town but now they be freakin royalty… Aish, ma old babs… What’s happened to me in the past 5 years? Ehhh…stuff :I  
Feels like the mlp cast are a bunch of old pals I had when I was 13 but now they’ve outgrown me and I can’t keep up anymore so at one point I ain’t interested no more. //I tend to read into things too much  
I need a fandom to be part of cuz I remember how much fun it was to be a real mlp fan (right now I’m just an mlp artist that mostly draws OCs >.>) but I can’t find a fandom I can be involved in and that is so damn lame. wtf is wrong with, why can’t I just like the stuff other people like, why do I have to be a hipster’s hipster? D,: I’m probably just not a fandom person in general. So my search for the feeling of belonging continues.