Ok, I haven’t seen anyone who has been there post( or somepony has and just haven’t mentioned it) so I will. (Please forgive any format errors, I’m posting this from my phone.) I have been suicidal before. Several times. I have been hospitalized for suicide attempts twice. And as someone who knows that mindset, I can tell you that I absolutely think it’s possible that Trixie tried to kill herself. I was watching the ep with my bf’s 6 year old niece, and I almost changed the channel when I figured out where this was going. Others here have made all the relevant points about the Manticore, Trixie’s wording, etc, so I won’t go repeating them. But I can tell you that Trixie’s regret, pain, and self-depricating comments onstage hit a nerve with me, as I have talked myself down like that as well when that depressed. Add in how ostracized she’s been since her first appearance (as well as the fact that EVERYTHING we’ve seen in the show has apparently taken place in the relatively short timespan of just over a year, and you’ll likely have a depressed and regretful pony that feels like she just destroyed her first real friendship. Do I think she absolutely attempted suicide? Yeah, I really do. I understand why people would like to argue that she didn’t. But as someone who has been in that darkness, as someone who has felt that depressed and alone, I personally think that she did. Maybe as a way to show people like me that they aren’t alone in their feelings and that there is always at least one person that wants to be their friend and be there for them. But that’s just what I think.