@Random-Rambling
Fair enough. I still I could join the ride, but I can’t get past my annoyance towards because of her horror thing she did a while ago. The memories gawk at my mind whenever I try. It’s preventing me from having fun with her. I know she’s just doing it to entertain. I know she’s just enjoying her life to its fullest. I’m sorry for being whiny and entitled. As one user on Reddit told me, I need to get over myself (paraphrasing for syntax… I think). And I do. Maybe… if I try watching her current stuff, I might get past my irrational annoyance towards her.
Thanks for listening. I know I’m coming across as a troll, which is not my intent. I’m just a guy with issues that need to be resolved. Only by facing them can I move forward instead of letting them hold me back. Starting with the simple things, like a dislike of a Vtuber who is just trying to have fun, could be a first step towards that goal.