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A tough question to be sure.
I do, technically, suffer from depression. So even when I’m doing quite well I have moments of deep unhappiness. And, of course, my most recent relationship is ending messily, but that is thankfully an exception since most of my relationships end so amicably that I’m in pretty much constant contact with most of my exes. One is even my “best” friend. I put that in quotes because my cousin is my best friend, my ex is my best friend that’s not blood.
I’m also running into some employment issues right now, but those are temporary issues stemming from me upending my own career to switch paths. So I’m hoping around between jobs to find what fits.
Other than all that, I’d say I’m pretty happy.
As for my sexual exploits, they do bring me great joy. I do want to settle down soon, only so many oats one can sow in their youths. I’m getting older, and I do want kids.
No one should envy or be jealous of me, or anyone else really. Every life is different. Not everyone can jump from relationship to relationship, partner to partner, and not burn out. At my peek I’d be seeing multiple partners
a day. I loved it, but I know plenty of people who would have been miserable. And yea, I’ve got a hell of a career path and lots of education, but it took 12 years of sacrifice to get there.
For anyone in here that envys me, I say don’t. Your life has a unique flavor, savor it, and don’t waste your time staring at someone else’s drink.