No it’s not your fault. There’s just something that I’m afraid to lose this year. And it’s been a big endless 7 month torture for me. I rather not talk about it, not even here in this thread. But I don’t think it was a great idea for me to come back in this thread again, due to how hopeless and depressed I feel these days about my fear of thoughts for losing one of my favorite places that were very precious for me to go visit to in the real world. I’m sorry. It’s my fault. And even my fault for coming back in this thread.