Vent thread

Pollen, it’s hittin’ me.

See. This was a whole garlic few moments ago.

I just simply Dagestani smesh it. it has zero grappling

@𝐒𝐞𝐚𝐫
Even your cutting board grew hair!

God I sincerely hope I get a message back from Goodwill about my application because overhearing a conversation between my brother and my dad over his new job really took me out of it

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
It’s not depression, it was just a strong negative reaction. I think I must’ve ate too much sugar today, that’s what’s causing my brain to act this way

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
That’s uncalled for

@Mr.Myoozik
Hopefully you get a message back soon

@Icicle Niceicle 1517
I wasn’t offended or insulted, don’t worry

And I hope so too, all this waiting is making me feel impatient

@Icicle Niceicle 1517
Mang sounds hammered, i can easily tell.

Take Khabib’s advice.

If it’s been a few days, call up the store and ask. Sometimes, employers forget to follow up with applicants on their own and need the reminder.

@𝐒𝐞𝐚𝐫
When is he never not smashed? 😏

@ᎶㄖҜㄩ 乃ㄥ卂匚Ҝ
Looks like I have to. Good thing is that my dad is part of the company so he can help me with that

omg i didn’t think i’d write here again, but honestly i’m embarrassed, and i’m also going crazy somehow

I know it will sound stupid, but I’m very confused, mlp g5 is one of the most conflictive fandoms I’ve been in, and not because of the community, but because of how g5 makes me feel as such. I’ve been in the cycle of going back and forth for almost 3 years, all because of my mental issues and paranoid/anxious thoughts. On whether I really liked gen 5, or whether I really put enough interest into it, whether I really feel anything for g5… Before I had psychological problems, I was in other fandoms and my relationship with them was very good, then what happened to me happened and g5 is the first fandom in which I am in this state… and I don’t know if it’s right or wrong to feel conflicted and dual towards all the g5 pony stuff
The easiest thing to do is to get away from all this, right? But I don’t know why I can’t do it, maybe the nostalgia of how g5 used to be is catching me, or that it is one of the few things that make me feel something, even if they are conflicting feelings and bodily sensations
I’m interested in G5 because it’s a strange generation, but I don’t know if I really appreciate it as such, because I classify my thoughts, feelings and sensations towards it as negative… Should what you are supposed to like always make you feel good or bad?

As I said, I’ve been like this for 3 years, I don’t know if I want to continue putting up with this, I’m somatizing a lot, I’m only staying for some friends too, But I am also a person without a life, there is nothing I like apart from music, and I have not been able to find a job, I need to go to the psychologist and I feel like a failure.
I don’t know if what I feel for g5 are signs of me moving away, or if I’m just superstitious, or if I’m not really listening to myself…

Sorry for all this, it’s good that there is an option to be anonymous, I really think it’s stupid that this affects me, but at the same time I’ve been putting up with it for 3 years, my body is a strange place to feel things like that lol

I don’t know who I am behind this, and ironically, my body and mind react like this to everything, but right now my initial concern is with mlpg5
I’m going crazyyyy

When I get too deep into g5, that’s when I get bad thoughts, and about the past times when the same thing happened to me and I had a crisis. And that generates another mental crisis. It’s like when you’re interested in something, but if you categorize it as something deeper, it generates rejection.
I even feel a kind of disgust or psychological rejection of all this lmao

I don’t know why I expect my relationship with this shit to improve, bad things can’t evolve into something better, and the funniest thing is that it’s just a fandom, not a real person… I just wish someone would understand me, even if this is crazy haha

Yeah MLP Gen 4 was really cool, and its perfectly normal to feel kinda sad, and even lonely when a cool show is over, and the fandom dies down, and it feels like you will never have that magical feeling again.

This is how it felt when Woodstock was over, this is what that movie Fear and Loathing and Las Vegas was about. This is loss.

You will find more cool stuff to sperg out over, you could just become a furry, or you can stay here and enjoy how quite it is.

You do sound emotionally unstable though, like maybe other things are going on and you might want to work on some emotional regulation techniques.

@Hima
Uh, I thought the fandom dies down when G4 is over and G5 came at first. Hell, I thought people would forget about G4 because of G5.

But, the people who told me otherwise were right, considering more fan content were made and China is cashing in on G4 despite the show being done 5 years ago. I mean, if it died down, there will never be any more G4 content. hell, this website would shut down.

Holy shit people of Facebook are such a bunch of self absorbed lifeless zombies that think one in a same.

There’s this video of a guy enjoying a roller coaster clapping his hands in pure childlike joy but people in the comments sections find it annoying and irritable because he is having so much fun.

This is that double standards I’ve noticed about this guys. If you insult or complain them from getting annoyed, they’ll tell their Daddy Zucc to ban you.

@𝐒𝐞𝐚𝐫
Social media lately seems always full of people fighting or trolling. It’s just trolls have gotten more clever about how to word things so they don’t get banned by the admin bots, and such…

Which really annoys me…
The YouTube admin bots are especially bad. One time a guy said something subtly racist, and I responded that it wasn’t a good thing to say, and not true. I didn’t cuss at him, or anything.
YT auto deletes MY comment, (within 30 seconds) and leaves up the racist guy’s comment…

@Beau Skunky
>Leaves wholesome comment on a video / uploads wholesome video on YouTube
>backwards rat comments “get a life loser”
>fights back
>reply gets taken down
>repeats the same reply
>reply gets taken down again with a suspension warning

These the type of nepotism or prolly unreliable bots targeting you for a wrong reason and that’s why the Internet is truly cooked in this present times. (I’mma broken record now for saying this 🥴)

@Beau Skunky
@𝐒𝐞𝐚𝐫
To paraphrase a line from Return of the Jedi, the internet is more machine now than man.

@𝐒𝐞𝐚𝐫
No kidding… I even got banned for a day, for “hate speech,” just because I said a celebrity (whom said something rather mean) was “disgusting,” so apparently we can’t even discuss mean celebrities anymore…

Meanwhile, people saying worse things in the same comments were just fine…

And people wonder why some miss the old “Wild West” internet of the 2000s… I’ll take that over unreliable algorithm A.I. admins any day…

@DragonBoi471
Pretty much, “Dead internet theory” comes to mind, though it seems to apply to only half the Internet.

@Beau Skunky
I remember trying to post a comment on a Vídeo Brinquedo. I comment was pretty much. Why the english dubs had some familiar 4kids actress in it, can remember what part I had to remove for them to stop deleting it.

@Background Pony #F15C
I feel the same with the last part. But unfortunately, it’s never gonna happen.

@northern haste
I can make the most harmless comments, and still get deleted. YouTube is really messed up now to the point I almost wish we had more alternatives to it. (And the ones that do exist, are kinda dead honestly.)