Vent thread

Funny you should say that because that is part of it.

Particularly to the male nurses.

@Zincy
Haven’t they more important work? Like tending to patients?

@TheSultanAkbar
I mean, the patients are probably doing it too.

SQUIRM!

@Lord WyrmSpawN
Don’t they have more important work? Like sitting around, racking up medical bills?

I feel like blowing up entire cities.

What’s the point of being nice to people?

I think I’ve contracted venereal disease from just jerking off every single day. Or my underwear is just unwashed as fuck.

The thing’s skin itch kicks in by waves.

From 90’ till today, my taste in music seems to be of songs that would make you think of a significant other.

On bad days, I realize I’ve been single as a flushed goldfish ever since.

Then my mind shifts & I start listening to darker things.

@Khauntzat Adramélekhizarovich Searmaev
Oh man. I know this feeling.

@Autumn_Shy
…or maybe it’s that 90 % of songs are either about being in a relationship or falling out of one

@Badheart
Nah, man. Cities good. Why bother dealing with nature if you don’t have to?

I hate that no one bats a shit, even my mother, about what i’m going through with my sensitive parts which has disrupted my normal lifestyle. They all have nothing to say but leave it alone according to them but what they didn’t know is that this itch has evolved in to a needle-piercing like pain.

I don’t have any money to consult a dermatologist.

@Khauntzat Adramélekhizarovich Searmaev
I’m sure there’s something you can do that isn’t that extreme.

Might it be jock itch by any chance?

I get that every so often in places that rub together too much.

@Khauntzat Adramélekhizarovich Searmaev
Have you tried diaper rash cream?

@Lord WyrmSpawN
I wish I could tell you where it actually itch but if this is a jock itch, then there should be any reddish blisters all over my genitals but theres not.

If I were to assume, then the itch must’ve came from deep beneath the skin tissue because the surface area of the skin is perfectly okay. The painful itch like i said kicks in by waves.

@Khauntzat Adramélekhizarovich Searmaev
Well maybe I’m the one that didn’t get jock itch because it never looked so serious.

Perhaps a tube of anti-fungal just in case.

Yeah, she’s a natural blonde.

That’s why she’s got a big black unibrow!

@Khauntzat Adramélekhizarovich Searmaev
If you ever get tired of masturbating, just think about my testicles.

Had a dream my favorite lizard oc was cooked in an oven with a roasted chicken…wonder what this could mean…

Okay, I really need to do something about this unhealthy eating that I’m doing, feels like I’m cutting my life expectancy by about a week and my body is starting to feel funny because of it

@Myoozik
Less sweets more meats.

Soda is bad for me but I love that cold bubbly sap!

Good luck to me.

My mom and her entire family supports the Marcoses and Dutertes to the core since 2016.

If anything goes wrong with the life here in the Philippines and I seeming become affected by the change the rules of this country will occur within the next six years, that’s on them…

I’m so confused whether i’m just paranoid as fuck or not. Just hearing the word “Marcos” sends shivers up my spine. The Philippines used to have a brutally rough history between us and these guys back in 1970s-80s but they have done amazing things to us long before they got consumed with too much power.

Not all truck drivers are complete dumbfucks, but the ones here certainly fucking are.

In the last 2 weeks truck drivers coming to the hospital have done the following in order.

Fucking morons.

That is the sixth time I have changed myself…something is definitely wrong.

@KolpSlack
What happened?

@Badheart
I can probably manage cutting down on fast food, but letting go of chocolate and soda is gonna be extremely difficult since I’m addicted to the stuff. Luckily for the latter, I do have some alternatives.

I’m torn between what class I want to start with for my dex/stealth build in Dark Souls remastered. I can’t decide between the thief, the hunter or the wanderer. Each one has a part that I want for my build:

The hunter starts with decent strength and dexterity so I can use a winged spear single handed almost immediately and a short bow but their intelligence and attunememt are both bad so the sorcerer teachers won’t sell me their spells

The wanderer starts with intelligence closer to what the build requires for stealth spells (15) and pretty good all around armor but their strength is mediocre and their sword sucks for armored enemies

And the thief starts with great dexterity and intelligence but with crap strength, endurance and health.

I want the build that’ll get me to where I want the fastest with 28 strength, 40 dex, 15 intelligence and 12 attunement.

@Mikey
Sorry for the delay. Busy times call for busy needs.

To answer your inquiry on what happened, to put it simply, I have gone through more than a few personal changes in my life over the course of a few months, ever since my enlightenment a couple of months ago when I was having knife-wrist thoughts. Since then, something inside of me changed. It was a slow process, but I felt my personality change a few times from the mind intrusion I received from…someone or something. I went from feeling sad all the time, to feeling better about myself, then I fell deep into the darkness and felt completely numb to everything. No happiness, no sadness, no pleasure or pain, even physical pain and pleasure was nowhere. This made my third shift in personality in a month. The entity came to me in a dream and gave me a stern talking to, which caused me to shift a fourth time, to a more neutral state. I begin to feel feelings again, but I also begun questioning everything about my life and why I did stuff and felt the way I did. I saw the light again, which was shrouded in darkness. I held it. It kept me warm and safe. For the first time in years, I felt like me and not somebody else. After a few more weeks, however, I begun to revert back to how I used to be,causing my fifth shift. I was still neutral, but now I was more paranoid and crying for no reason. This lasted for a good long while, so I fought myself mentally. I didn’t know who I was again. Then, my friend faked his own death, causing a partial switch back, though it wasn’t a full switch, since I was going to get there eventually, that just cut it to the chase. A week ago, I switched partially again, slowly dropping back into numbness, but I’m less vague and more open-minded, leading up to yesterday, where I felt myself change once again. I now feel like a combination of all the aforementioned emotions and personalities, mixed with some fight…I’m not sure who I am, but I got a pretty good idea.