Vent thread

@ᏰᎯᎠᎻᎬᎯᏒᎿ  
I wonder what causes people to do that. Drinking ain’t much, maybe special for someone with little coping mechanisms.
 
Maybe more going on.
 
I myself went to a physical hospital than psych. The muscle breakdown was from seizures, they weren’t wrong.
 
I got one hell of a sense of time now. I need more work. I made more art in there than a month at home.

@Beth  
Glad you’re alive 👊😎

Who am I?

@KolpSlack  
You are a badass who beat up three thugs and went home to drink beer.

@ᏰᎯᎠᎻᎬᎯᏒᎿ  
It was a pain in the ass. I tried my best to be clean and helpful. Some people get into the psych ward, and they want to fist fight over what drug treatment they’re getting, they can play pitiful and helpless to manipulate people. Eye opening, more than any psychedelic I’ve ever done.
 
Sleep was a pain because the blood clot and stitches, the infrared cameras in the dark looked like demonic eyes. I drew a lot, because it was the only way I could sanely pass time. A few people yelling and wanting to fight.
 
Food was great, I ate everything, 3 square meals and snacks quickly getting food about to be discarded. and they had me on multivitamin and Gatorade. My stitches can almost come out, and I got anti epileptic medicine.
 
I need to make better use of my time, and get a job if I’m going to get drunk and lazy.
 
I got used to people telling me what to do, and how to respond nicely when working, if would be great if i could work with that alone, but i can’t. I need some proof that I can do the basic jobs they expect at hours expected.
 
I should get all my work caught up, instead of just playing games with my memory.

@KolpSlack  

Chris-Chan getting arrested for raping his 70/80somethingyearold mother is PEAK 2021.

@Beth  
Strange enough we were both in hospitals, I even formed my own crew.
 
There was that one guy who thinks he’s a tiger or something but he was just a punk.

@Gnarls Barkley  
Geez. Saw that coming from a mile away.

So Apple announced their plan to combat CSAM (Child Sexual Abuse Material) by scanning their user, at first like everyone else I’m a bit of panicked, but after a while and re-read official statement. I just can’t help myself wondering how effective this would be. this particular line that I find troubling.
 
https://www.apple.com/child-safety/
 
“New technology in iOS and iPadOS* will allow Apple to detect known CSAM images stored in iCloud Photos.”
 
And if you read further, all they said they will scan image before it being upload to iCloud photo.
 
This is pretty easy to evade, as long as the particular content isn’t store or about to be uploaded to the icloud, they pretty much can’t do anything about this. Heck using a basic RAR encryption pretty much defeated the detection. Honestly at best this will marginally stop the spread of CSAM and at worst customer questioning what Apple would do with anything they store in iCloud.

One of these days, I’m just gonna snap.  
It won’t matter, anyways.

This Friday can suck a fat cock…

@Cyan Lightning  
Same, i got super worried about that. Never used the cloud for fear of something like it, but now I’m worried they’ll invade the rest of my phone anyway.
 
Nevermind how faulty image-readers can be. And how uncaring a massive corporation that never faces consequences for mistakes or outright evil can be.

There’s videos of my dog on there and I need a new phone.
 
Should I lose these files I’ll need to navigate Cloud in hopes of finding my videos.
 
Is there a way my files can be transferred to a new phone with bigger memory storage? Because that’d be great.

@ᏰᎯᎠᎻᎬᎯᏒᎿ  
You could try an upload service, like google drive.
 
Upload them there, then redownload them once you get the new phone.

@ᏰᎯᎠᎻᎬᎯᏒᎿ  
Could do it the old fashioned way and put it on your pc, then send it to your email, then download it to your new device.

Poor communication skills can kill…

There’s locusts in my room
 
@WyrmSpawN  
@KolpSlack  
Thanks

@ᏰᎯᎠᎻᎬᎯᏒᎿ  
Damn, really? That sounds terrible.

Spent the last hour and a half in the bathroom vomiting

What is my purpose?

@KolpSlack  
You pass butter.

@Terminal Rex  
Oh.. my god…

Last night was one of my worst nights in recent memory. Woke up in the middle of the night with sudden strep throat and I spent the next hour and a half tossing and turning with coughs and a scratchy throat. By the time I did go to sleep, I had a nightmare where I tested positive for COVID while at work and when I woke up, I was scared that I had it for real even though I’m fully vaccinated.
 
@LeoNero  
Stomach virus?

I have no clue if i could afford and maintain a place of my own, but i keep seeing appliances i would love to have, but would only be able to fit in a place of my own.