Vent thread

Goddammit, they’re still trying to double my output at work, even though it’s not “peak” yet. I can’t keep this up much longer!

I might be going away…..

I can easily make every single high authorities on the Internet lick my stinky feet by force and refusal means I’ll fucking curbstomp them brutally on the red painted ground.
 
 
They’re all messing with the wrong guy.

@ᏰᎯᎠᎻᎬᎯᏒᎿ  
What’s going on?

@ᏰᎯᎠᎻᎬᎯᏒᎿ  
Better to stick around, you ain’t gotta impress nobody
 
 
@Count Adramélekh Sear  
You don’t really have to do much to show that you’re superior.
 
@KolpSlack  
That’s what I’m wondering

@Beth  
Hope he’s not planning to do anything stupid…

@ᏰᎯᎠᎻᎬᎯᏒᎿ  
Why?

@MagpulPony  
WHERE HAVE YOU FUCKING BEEN?!

@ᏰᎯᎠᎻᎬᎯᏒᎿ  
Is something going on in your end?

My coworkers suck!

It’s not addiction to porn. I though it was, but I no longer jerk off too much or even browse sites like derpi.  
This new strange feeling of anxiety fuels it now. Thing that makes you all shaky when you type. Thing that makes you depressed when no one replies. And won’t let you sleep when someone reacts.  
I want to interact, I want to get to know others. Obsessively refreshing and waiting for opportunities. I try to take my mind off of it, but I can’t get away from unpleasant feeling that I strangely enjoy, keeping me here, guarding every conversation.  
I really don’t know how to present this state, sorry for incoherent speech.  
Shit, I even posted it non-anonymously because of it, I hate this.

@ЅℰℒᎯℙℋℐℰℒ  
Pomegranates!

God I fucking hate waiting around in this hospital. Nobody ever wants to talk about shit with me, I’m just a self absorbed novelty.
 
I have no fucking social skills because you can’t socialize in poverty. I’m going to go jump in front of a truck and get on disability like everyone else.

@Beth  
I’m a bit tempted to go on welfare, myself; because my job REALLY SUCKS right now.

I hate that because one of my coworkers is slacking and they’re cutting his hours as punishment, it means that I get more as a result. It’s honestly better if they just terminated him by this point.

When I get out of here I’m going to buy so much beer and cough pills and go have seizures in the middle of highway 19.
 
None of my friends want to talk to me, I have no teeth, I’m the wrong gender, I’m an ugly abhorrent animal that can’t get help no matter how much I beg or abuse myself for attention, I’ll never be able to hold a job or drive a car or support myself. I got a rod in my leg getting hit with a truck from attempting suicide and I can’t even get healthcare or maintain engagement with a psychiatrist. My one support group is going to call the cops on me if I contact them again. If I go to prison I’m murdering the first person that violates me and killing myself.
 
Nobody levels with me, I’m a self absorbed unapproachable narcissist that can’t do anything to keep my life straight. I love overdosing on dxm and antihistamines until I have seizures and random metal implants and holes in my body, holes all over my rooms walls. and this world just won’t help me in any way that matters.

I drew fetish art for some person, this fetish was so fucked up and traumatic it triggered the collapse of my art career and fan base.
 
I’ll never be anything, or get any real help

@Beth  
Did you make this?
 

@Myoozik  
That would be the better option

@CaptainXtra  
Oh no….

I watch reviews before I actually watch the gameplay of games.
 
😡
 
I get bogged down with controversy of like Pokemon more than enjoying pokemon itself. And it’s not the reviewrs fault. It’s mine. I just want to enjoy some Pokemon.
 
If I were to give advice, (though I’m not sure if I’ll ever abide by this advice) watch something before you see the youtube reviews or analysis.
 
It’s sometimes nice to just watch something. And never feel like you’re obligated to watch a review.
 
Feel free to do what you prefer though.

@CaptainXtra  
I see a familiar blue thing towards the bottom and know exactly what that is.  
See,this is why god stays in heaven.

My brother now has an impacted wisdom tooth on his lower right side.
 
 
Ooooooohh he’s in for a wild ride.

My biology desires women, but my mentality desires men.

@Background Pony #C989  
This thread might help…