Vent thread

@Zincy  
HR’s job is to just fire people cause the manager cant do it and doesn’t want blame.  
or so i heard

@Slingring
 
That’s how a lot of departments work.
 
 
Then they call someone like me in to “fix” their bullshit, and then ignore everything I tell them to do.

I personally hate HR at my company because they act like I’m bothering them when I have serious questions.

@Zincy  
HR, huh?
 

found a anime that looks interesting, go to watch in on Cruncyroll… and all the episodes were pulled due to ‘liscening issues’

@Background Pony #8038  
What was it? I’m sure you can find it on less official channels.

@Goku Black  
Come to the Southeast, we’ve been getting rains like crazy

@WyrmSpawN  
seems Hulu has it, and im 90% you need paid membership to view their stuff.

Some asshole stole my backpack where I had, among other things, my nintendo switch and all my games but one. re-buying everything would mean spending a month and a half of my salary (I’m a teacher in Mexico so my salary isn’t very big)

@Kolbjorn  
ouch.  
that’s one of the reasons I Don’t like, or have a switch. The main reason is the ‘joycon’ is NOT a controller.  
The same way the Wiimote, isn’t one, and should never have been made.

This one steam purchase has been a pain in the ass. I wanted to buy a $50 .hack//G.U game for $7.49 but nope my bank declined that on suspected fraud and now i’m in a back and forth between steam customer support and my bank’s customer support and it’s getting really annoying.
 
I just want to buy a fucking game while it’s on sale

@Count Adramélekh Sear  

I don’t. Food like this has to be a weekend-only thing. No way would I eat it on a workday or any day where I need to be up doing something I wouldn’t miss for the world.
 
 
@Beth  

^And this here is why… I love the taste of spicy foods and my mouth can handle it well enough…my ass, however, can’t. It’s like a fireball being stuck just inside your asshole and even when you poop it out, it feels like you’re still not done yet and still have a fireball up your ass. Try dealing with that while driving, it’s so fuckin’ distracting; hell, it was how I got into an accident once…

The other night i was thinking, not for the first time, that I have what must be an interesting relationship with the concept of racism.
 
This train of thought eventually led to me concluding that unconditional love does not exist. We can conceive of it, maybe even fool ourselves into thinking we practice it, but we as humans are not capable of it. And the only possible upside could be that unconditional hatred also doesn’t exist.
 
@intexda  
Didn’t use paypal for it?

@WyrmSpawN  
There’s no such thing as unconditional love. Anyone could stop loving you at anytime for any reason (even your parents). Love must be earned and maintained and you are under no obligation to give it to someone who hasn’t earned it or has abused it.
 
People wanting to be loved for “who they are” really just want something for nothing. If you’re broke, ugly, boring, lazy with the personality of a pube, no one will love you or ever will. What it takes to earn someone’s love Vary’s from person to person but you usually need to have something they desire or At least a quality they admire.

The suicidal urge becomes stronger whenever I get to see and be forced to accept realities like this.
 
I really don’t deserve this existence.

This is how and why Chris Cornell, Chester Bennington, and Jamir Garcia tragically lost the game.

@Count Adramélekh Sear  
Deserves got nothing to do with it and self pity will get you no where. Do the best you can with the hand you’re dealt.
 
If you want to be loved be someone worth loving.

@Terminal Red  
I just want my family to be whole again.
 
4 years later, couldn’t move on to how I don’t get how we were peacefully bond and loving together and the next day my mom and dad decided to hate each other.

@Count Adramélekh Sear  
Accept it and stop pining for a time in your life where you think everything was better. People age and times change and you will never get those feelings back. Stop living in the past and cut out everything and everyone who is hurting you or holding you back.
 
Work on yourself, Work on your life and start imagining what could be instead of dwelling on what was.

@Terminal Red  
That’s the very thing i’m currently struggling to go through. I can’t move on.
 
Everytime whenever someone tells me everything will be fine and rather face what’s ahead of me, I get this euphoric comfort amidst the panic and when this small gap of the grim past i had breaks through this joyful mood, it always overwhelms me with utter sorrow and anxiety. It’s chronic and episodic whenever a particular matter I encounter serves as a catalyst for it to kick in.

To be honest I don’t think anyone in this world deserves love. All people (including me) are evil and deserve the worst. Unlike the rest of you, I’m not trying to be loved and I don’t care if anyone gives a shit (they shouldn’t). I should probably give up and do whatever I can to make the rest of my life a living hell and instead of just killing myself, prolong my suffering for as long as I can, and not let anyone try to help me.
 
@Terminal Red  
I think we should all accept that life will only get worse and there is nothing we can do about it. I don’t care what the rest of you do, but I shouldn’t be working on my life or myself. I deserve much worse than what I have. Unlike the rest of you I was able to accept that I am beyond help, beyond redemption, and shouldn’t try to achieve what cannot be done.

Yup.
 
It’s always those irritable, curbstompable dickheads behind their puny electronic device and their unquenchable pleasure on taking advantage embracing more hatred and pouring hot salt over psychological puncture.

@Count Adramélekh Sear  
There’s no garuntee anything will be fine. All the sincere effort and self improvement in the world doesn’t garuntee happiness. All you can do is try And along the way maybe you’ll find self respect and contentment.
 
There’s no magic fix but it’s within you to start making a difference.

@WyrmSpawN  
nope, just straight debit

@intexda  
Getting a paypal might help in future.
 
First time i bought a game off GoG, i needed to enable international transactions with my bank first, and that was a hassle.