Vent thread

Maybe it’s time I leave.

Just sold all my MLP omnibus comics for 212$.

Why sell them for money?

@Terminal Red  
Were they really worth that much?  
I got most of mine for like ten bucks.

I need to catch up and get the newer omnibuses (omnibii?) - could finally put the whole shelf of individual comics somewhere safe and have more compact display. The pone shelf is getting crowded and starting to compete with the library adjacent.

@Dex Stewart  
The guy who bought them thought they were worth it so Who am I to argue?
 
Already gave my Season boxsets to my Niece. Next step is to ween myself off this dumpster fire of a website which should be easy as It looks like I’m getting into the police academy in a few months. No time to waste here.

@Terminal Red
 
I love that you’re growing up and moving on.  
Once you’ve been made captain, lieutenant or sergeant be sure to give your brony friends here a ping.
 
We is proud of you.

Dad is angry at me because I was telling him, “I am worried that this virus/lockdown will last too long, 8 months, 8 years?”. He doesn’t know when will it end, and he tells me, “All you think of is shopping malls, and you are lucky enough to use the Internet while I have to work all day to eat. Can you look at how many people in Malaysia are so poor, they cannot buy food to eat?!”
 
Should I hate the poor, because I am sick of hearing about them every day? Should I hate my country, because its people are stupid enough to prolong this virus and lockdown? Should I hate God for creating this virus to torture us?
 
If I ever be grateful, if I ever appreciate and stop raging at my current circumstances, if I stop demanding more and start being satisfied, God will throw more disasters to force me to worship Him. I will be unable to stop this universe from throwing crap at me, making my life worse!
 
And if I start thinking of the poor, I would lose more things. If people tell me to be happy that I am still alive in spite of this damned pandemic, ALL THAT I HAVE LOST MAKES MY OWN SURVIVAL A CURSE TO ME!
 
I am getting very frustrated with the virus and the lockdown in my forsaken country! And how will the poor in Malaysia be able to get out of starvation after this pandemic will be over?

I wish there is a theory about when your current self dies, your self consciousness restarts anew as a completely different person, but with different race but the new being would be exactly similar to it’s former life’s personality and habits.

@HorsesandMuchMOAR  
I recommend a book…actually not a book. It’s a scroll, about 21 lines, by Miyamoto MUSASHI.  
Musashi, holding a professional record of 61-0, he was a dual wielding badass swordsman philosopher wanderer.
 
His work the Dokkou Dou (Path of Aloneness) please don’t mistake that with loneliness or solitude is basically a 21-Rules and Guidelines on “How not to be a bitch” and I keep reminding myself of them, should I start acting like one.
 
Google it. It’s 21 freaking lines. You read that in a minute. In fact Have it posted on your wall or something. In my new room hangs a decoration that apparently the previous owner never bothered taking down. It’s right there, right above my bed. I WAS gonna take it down but since it reads:
 
“DO WHAT YOU LOVE EVERY DAY.”
 
It got me emotional. it suddenly has sentimental value to me and so I leave it up. Hell yeah I wanna draw and learn how to draw everyday. it doesn’t matter if it’s an hour or just 30 minutes. Imma do just that.

Can I automatically get a free American citizenship even if I die trying to get to America from all the way over here? (suicide travelling like plane stowawaying or crossing the Pacific using a small boat) I heard Biden would love to bring in some immigrants to them.

@Count Adramélekh Sear  
No.
 
What most likely happen is that you get put in an immigration office and processed. You’ll be given a lodging and monthly allowance as they process your case. You will be assigned an agent to handle you. He will do his best to accomodate you.  
Now. whether or not you may work and make a living, depends on your skillset and education. You can communicate to your agent that you wish to enter the workforce or labor market. He will evaluate you, and either assign you to a school / course or, if you already have the qualifications and skill, be put to work.
 
What you cannot do under any circumstances is to find a side hustle because then your earnings aren’t kosher and if they catch you earning non-kosher money on the side, they’ll take your money and it makes for a terrible case for you getting that Residence Permit,
 
At least that’s how it is in Spain.

@Count Adramélekh Sear  
So long as you’re not in a massive caravan, you could probably just get here normally soon.

In Spain you have two options normally: Arraigo Social, and Arraigo Laboral.
 
Arraigo Social is the normal route: it’s when you don’t got no paper under whatever circumstances it may be. Maybe your travel / student visa expired and you’ve been caught overstaying. Either way you can apply for residence permit under extraordinary circumstance with the following criteria:
 

Arraigo LABORAL is the exciting one. This is when you wanna fuck your BOSS.  

Goddamnit, today I’m starting classes via WhatsApp and guess what, WhatsApp doesn’t duking work!

Now it’s working… 1267 messages lost, atleast 5 classes… and it’s still going, so I ’ll have to read all that shit at night, when the classes end.

welp my comp is offical DEAD. the motherboard was toast. did manage to salavge the hard drive..
 
but it means i have buy a new comp,
 
and im broke.

Another week where I’ll have to work long hours. Not as much as last week but still too much.

I fear Ninji may be deceased, I’d put a long and gloomy disciption but I’m not sure.

@GothArts
 
I think I saw him reply to MagpulPony once, you should ask his friends anyway: Badheart, Magpul and the other guy.

When was the reply? Ninji last spoke to me on Jan 16 11:15 PM

@Background Pony #E9D4  
What “other guy”?

I’m not really sure mate. Although I think that it was before that date. Either way, he’s probably going through serious stuff Irl and can’t answer.
 
Have you tried to talk to other people close to him?
 
(Btw, he seems to have deactivated his account or something)

@Count Adramélekh Sear
 
I don’t remember, you, mag, bad, and some guy.