Vent thread

I have consulted my doctor through online means and it comes to their conclusion that the source of my anxiety is
 
…damn it
 
Being in this site looking for attention since I do in fact stay up the whole night where most of y’all are at it’s most active while asleep when the sun rises on my side.
 
It’s pretty pointless though that I keep posting some interesting things here when my timeframe is the day when no forum activity is found within the next several hours which is really lame.

@Count Adramélekh Sear  
A lot of us go back and read.

The dweeb hour.
 
The transition of awakening sheep and sleeping wolves.
 
G’night, Sear!

I am really REALLY sick of my roommate and his bs. He walks around the house sighing and stomping like the world is against him. Yes things have been real shitty but he was like this before that as well. He does absolutely NOTHING to help himself and it’s starting to really REALLY REALLY piss me off to no end.  
Yes shit has been bad, but it has for everyone. I really want to just give him a good slap and scream at him to stop being the way he is. He never fuckin cleans ANYTHING and I’m stuck cleaning up after him and another roommate 24/7. He smokes and drinks way too much but INSISTS he doesn’t use either as a coping mechanism.  
What a liar.  
Oh but no if I see him cleaning it’s not a GOOD thing, he says if he’s actually cleaning that means he’s doing SUPER bad mentally. Like?? I don’t even get the chance to be happy about him cleaning.
 
He is a good person deep down, at least I try to keep telling myself that, but I’m starting to heavily doubt it. He doesn’t pay anyone for anything, he didn’t let me know that the money he owed me was sent back to him and I had to actively search for what happened.
 
I’m pissed off because of him every day. He acts like the world is against him and blames EVERYONE ELSE for his fucking problems when in reality he is to blame.  
I could go on and on but I’ll stop there.

Oh shit.
 
They say that extreme daytime sleepiness is a precursor for a future diabetes when I get old.

Please I want to die of heart failure than diabetes when I get old.
 
I’ve seen such burden of having diabetes through my uncle and my deceased grandpa. (dad’s side)

I love Among Us but goddamn the server issues suck ass :/

Me: Karen parked in front of dumpster Does that look like a parking spot?
 
Karen: Fuck you.
 
Me: Eat me.
 
Karen: pause You have a nice day entitled grumbling.

Karens + BLM = 😑🔫

Talked with my future supervisor about knowing what’s up with my hiring process and she told me that she’s gonna sort things out with the department in charge of this process. I hope I get some response soon cause I’m just growing more and more anxious to start working again.

California moves to make the sale of all, new gas powered cars and trucks illegal in the coming decade.
 
No. Just no.

@MagpulPony  
Yep, which is pretty stupid and this all to happen in 2035, considering how the state gets rolling blackouts each year…

Did youtube update or something? My recommended feed is gone. I tried deleting cookies to replace them but after browsing a few vids I’m still not getting any recs.

@Dustcan  
Oh yeah, heard they would be age-gating a lot of videos and something about not getting recommends to anything you’re not subscribed to.
 
But that may just be restricted to users with no account.
 
I’m rather vague on the details.

YouTube is beginning to replace LiveLeak, I’ve seen fatalities on there.

@ᏰᎯᎠᎻᎬᎯᏒᎿ  
What the fuck?

@ᏰᎯᎠᎻᎬᎯᏒᎿ  
Oh yeah I’ve seen some gore on the Internet. Just to study anatomy.
 
As for your comment about drinking your health will return a lot if you cut back. I don’t drink much anymore, doesn’t take much now.

So as it turns out, I am actually a terrible artist and everything I create is absolute crap.

@TheHappySpaceman
 

 
Looks fine to me.

SLAM WORLDWIDE 4 LYFE!
 
YouTube can’t take us down

@ᏰᎯᎠᎻᎬᎯᏒᎿ  
Oh gods, I forgot about when Kirb and I made that pic. That was… holy crap, six years ago? I swear…
 
But no, I’m talking about my newer drawings. I just made a super glaring error and did not catch it until long after I already posted it everywhere.

Jeez when I’m either stoned or sleepy, I always mistake my pfp to Spaceman.

@Count Adramélekh Sear  

@Count Adramélekh Sear  
LOL

I can’t tell which one is talking to me.