If I try to break free from either my mom or dad’s grip I’ll nowhere to go but to be homeless.
And being homeless in the Philippines is the most shameful and poorest status anyone would want to be with no single people to care about them. Basically a suicide.
That’s why I want to avoid that path. The only path I know for now is our own self destruction courtesy of me.
I cannot tolerate the pain of my mother and father, my mother’s family and my father’s side fighting anymore. As if we, their children are long already mentally broken enough.
I’ll rather kill them all and myself altogether so all this absolute bullshit would come to an end.
Forever really do doesn’t exist in this world, in this reality.