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I might sound stupid, but I always wanted to control time like a wizard, because I have so many things to do within one day, even though I suffer from"[habitual procrastination":](https://www.additudemag.com/why-do-i-procrastinate/). These things may include:
* Drawing maps of my fictional settings
* Adding alphabets for languages (like Meankieli, Nancowrie) to Wikipedia
* Making scenes in Garry's Mod to entertain my friends
* A picture of Princess Allura (to celebrate her birthday) and Gallus.
* Paint Tool SAI drawings of ghosts, wights, clown warriors, and my characters in Chinese costume for an overdue CNY/Valentine's greetings. (Should I beat myself for being late for the party, no matter how good my art is? Because even a bunch of drawings about several (not one) figures may take_*hours_* to finish, I have to carry them over for a few days)
* Grinding at League of Legends.
Because some of my goals may take hours to finish, I would have to change tomorrow's plans, and this is making me filled with rage. I want to smash my brain to pieces because I cannot draw or write fast!
I really hate waiting for a few days just to get myself more time to finish my trash jobs! Even worse is the habit of oversleeping, as if my dreams are so addictive like crack cocaine!
Gallusposting since 2019
I might sound stupid, but I always wanted to control time like a wizard, because I have so many things to do within one day, even though I suffer from
* Drawing maps of my fictional settings
* Adding alphabets for languages (like Meankieli, Nancowrie) to Wikipedia
* Making scenes in Garry's Mod to entertain my friends
* A picture of Princess Allura (to celebrate her birthday) and Gallus.
* Paint Tool SAI drawings of ghosts, wights, clown warriors, and my characters in Chinese costume for an overdue CNY/Valentine's greetings. (Should I beat myself for being late for the party, no matter how good my art is? Because even a bunch of drawings about several (not one) figures may take
* Grinding at League of Legends.
Because some of my goals may take hours to finish, I would have to change tomorrow's plans, and this is making me filled with rage. I want to smash my brain to pieces because I cannot draw or write fast!
I really hate waiting for a few days just to get myself more time to finish my trash jobs! Even worse is the habit of oversleeping, as if my dreams are so addictive like crack cocaine!