DarkObsidian 
Smiling Panzerfuchs 2.0
Well, guys. I haven't checked in here for a long time. The fact is I am not well at the moment. Not mentally, or financially. But my body is worrying me a lot right now. That's why... Sorry. I didn't mean to say. But I don't want to be silent either.
It's just, my life is pretty much in the scales right now. And depending on how luck is with me, it's going to go either way. But nothing to worry about. I'm ready for anything anyway. And I don't care much about myself either. All I hope for is to be remembered. So...Wish me luck. It will take a few more weeks for the doctors to come to a final conclusion.
But anyway. I had a lot of fun. And especially with you guys. ^^ I don't want to miss that in the future. That's why I keep fighting. And just want to let you know: You are the best. That's all I have to say. (smiles). ;-)
Sorry for such a dumb message. I'm just beside myself at the moment. Hope for the best.AndBut I'am afraid. Tomorrow is a very important appointment for me. And I hope for good news. But as it is in life... Sometimes you have to expect the worst.
(laughs) But I'm not that kind of guy. I fight to the end. I believe in a miracle. And that I will live forever. That's why. Laughs for me. About me and my stupidity, why I worry so much in the first place. Surely everything will be fine. I have the luck of the devil. And I will live forever.
(smiles with tears in his eyes) I'm 100% okay. And we'll laugh about it when it's all over. After all, I'm going to live another 121 years. Right? Right! ;-)
And if not... Then know that I have liked each of you very much and have carried you close to my heart. I will only get back to you when I know which path fate has chosen for me. Let the gods roll the dice. I am ready for anything. (grin) ;-D
Well, guys. I haven't checked in here for a long time. The fact is I am not well at the moment. Not mentally, or financially. But my body is worrying me a lot right now. That's why... Sorry. I didn't mean to say. But I don't want to be silent either.
It's just, my life is pretty much in the scales right now. And depending on how luck is with me, it's going to go either way. But nothing to worry about. I'm ready for anything anyway. And I don't care much about myself either. All I hope for is to be remembered. So...Wish me luck. It will take a few more weeks for the doctors to come to a final conclusion.
But anyway. I had a lot of fun. And especially with you guys. ^^ I don't want to miss that in the future. That's why I keep fighting. And just want to let you know: You are the best. That's all I have to say. (smiles). ;-)
Sorry for such a dumb message. I'm just beside myself at the moment. Hope for the best.
(laughs) But I'm not that kind of guy. I fight to the end. I believe in a miracle. And that I will live forever. That's why. Laughs for me. About me and my stupidity, why I worry so much in the first place. Surely everything will be fine. I have the luck of the devil. And I will live forever.
(smiles with tears in his eyes) I'm 100% okay. And we'll laugh about it when it's all over. After all, I'm going to live another 121 years. Right? Right! ;-)
And if not... Then know that I have liked each of you very much and have carried you close to my heart. I will only get back to you when I know which path fate has chosen for me. Let the gods roll the dice. I am ready for anything. (grin) ;-D