[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

@KolpSlack
I know that feel, funny thing is the second I stopped intentionally searching for someone, like a week later I met someone normally and we instantly hit it off and now we’ve been together for like 5 months.

By the time I grew balls and women started flirting with me I was already too angry and lost all interest.

@乃ﾑりん乇ﾑ尺ｲ
What the fuck are you even talking about

@Kicks24Sf
Goku Black’s butt.

@乃ﾑりん乇ﾑ尺ｲ
…

I hate being alive.

@乃ﾑりん乇ﾑ尺ｲ
A lot of us do.

Create the villain and make yourself a hero.

I plan to eat myself to death.

@Background Pony #7217
Why though

@Kicks24Sf
Best way to kill myself.

@Background Pony #7217
:/
Why do you want to die?

@Kicks24Sf
Because I’m useless and have no friends.

More alcohol.

@Background Pony #7217
My father’s family is Catholic, I’ve recently burned the bridge because I can’t get work.

When you’re at the bottom of a totem pole the best thing you can do is start a fire and burn it Black.

@乃ﾑりん乇ﾑ尺ｲ
Or in my case, give myself a heart attack early.

Stop staring into the abyss.

Pops wants me to pay off his speeding tickets and I got in an argument with my aunt.

@乃ﾑりん乇ﾑ尺ｲ
Okay what the fuck are we supposed to do with this? I was told this wasn’t a venting thread so what are you trying to accomplish with this

@Kicks24Sf
My father is racist.

He’ll most likely steal mom’s income tax again.

I can’t have a dad…..

MRI confirmed my racetams and other nootropics (20-50 per day) started to work on my mindless brain. In fact during a detention one person could be easily killed and obliterated (yes, I believe elan vital/soul may be written into genom somehow through microtubules - Discovery Science), expecially with MDD. I need to call CCHR somehow in my cases. I now have stabilised adrenaline and need good proteins to maintain my condition. NEO-PI-R seems to confirm my qualifications, in fact i almost learned german meantime, hope this srovid will end quickly. Do anyone know how to get rid of covelational bonds in brain, maybe an competive agonist? Frovatriptan?
And besides this I am EVIL person, I like to betray people and benefit in all cost. But security service doesn’t keep it in mind anyhow, you must be lucky to land under proper paragraph.
(₁₀₀₀₊ 𝒻ᵣᵢₑₙ𝒹ₛ 𝓌ₒᵤₗ𝒹 ᵦₑ ₙᵢ𝒸ₑ on FB)

I was almost a normal, successful person.

I was doing better in school. My tutor raised her prices, I fell behind and dropped out.

I have a, mental disorder, of sorts that most people find amusing, even funny, because they don’t understand it.

Which is a source of consternation.

@Zincy
You’re doing better than most of us.

I have no friends.

@Background Pony #4C4E
I can be your friend, dm me if u need someone to talk to :)