xXSleep Deprived ArtistXx
Love can eat you alive. It's a fucking curse. Especially if you never got it. You fall so in love that your stuck. After years of neglect, abuse, and abandonment, someone comes along and gives you something you've never had before, you grow fond of it… Too fond of it … So if you lose them… You lose yourself… I'm used to abandonment, but i feel there was so much more as i was treated like a human being for 5 years with this guy… But then his mom died and i was overcome with depression… And it became too much for him… So he dumped me… And ever since then theres been stinging in my skin, hooks in my ankles, claws embedded in my heart and i bleed more and more as the days go on…. It really makes you ask yourself why you are the way you are… And why would you deserve such damnation? People say love is what we deserve… Then why does it kill so damn much?