@Flutter_Lover
i know for me its a waiting game of when, but for the time being, im making myself not care about the shitty stuff so much.
mind over matter, overcoming things mentally.
maybe live and show the world you wont be push down by it.
not really sure the point im trying to get across, its very abstract and confusing to myself
I dont show it too often, but I hurt alot inside, I hope you all get better, life may not seem worth living sometimes and time can be your worst enemy, but it can also be your best friend, power through those feelings friends <3 the pain can only last so long
for awhile everyday has been feeling progressively less real.
the past feels like it doesnt exist and the present is fuzzy and off feeling.
keeping myself distracted so i dont think about it helps.
bleh, gonna have to deal with it sooner or later.
I can’t be read. I’m not a book. I’m monologue. I walk a confusing path. When I explain myself, I hear “ I get it “. But do you? I don’t really feel that anyone does.
Only thing i have left is company.. but… how do i feel more at home if no one can .. understand anything i say or do…
This site is not set up to help you — and please be aware that your being here, and the trolling or antisocial behavior of others here — may actually be hurting you.
Please create a survival plan. Deep down, you will know what will help you. You will be able to ask how your thoughts, moods, and behaviors change when things are getting really bad. And you can find ways to help yourself.
So please reach out to people who can help you. There are people who care about you. Anyone who you speak to at any of the resources I listed above is there because they want to help others — even if they are anonymous.
And if none of the above are able to help you, and you feel you are at risk, go to the nearest emergency hospital.
@Background Pony #7285
You aren’t a moderator on this site, in case that is what you are trying to imply. It you need help, go to your nearest emergency room.
@KolpSlack
I really enjoy Dr. Drew’s takes on suicide back when he was doing LoveLine. Long story short, he talked with some people who’d jumped off of the Golden Gate Bridge and almost universally those that could still talk said that as soon as they let go of the railing they realized that all of their problems had simple solutions. Except for that last ‘letting go of the railing’ thing. And if you’re at a point where you want to give it all up, then .. give it all up - go live somewhere else. Start a new life.