[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

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keeping busy only does so much.  
having friends only does so much.  
i dont have close friends irl, only the few i meet online.  
i’ve never been in a relationship, why would anyone want to be with me anyways. only end up boring then, because im uninteresting.
 
 
still not sure what im waiting for.
Background Pony #9AA6
I don’t know how much longer I can even publically display my fetish..
 
People love to be an ass. And tell people to stop being themselves.. It affects part of me that makes me cry.
 
 
I felt as if I found someone around a month ago.. I gave that up… Cuz I’m I got to afraid of out comes in a relationship.
 
What am I to anyone if I’m too shy and afraid? What am I to anyone If I can’t function like others can.. What am I if I can’t draw like others can. And when i’m doing so good, I never post…
 
A ciggarette.. Yeah… byby depression and edge…
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I don’t know how much longer I can even publically display my fetish..
People love to be an ass. And tell people to stop being themselves.. It affects part of me that makes me cry.
I felt as if I found someone around a month ago.. I gave that up… Cuz I’m I got to afraid of out comes in a relationship.
What am I to anyone if I’m too shy and afraid? What am I to anyone If I can’t function like others can.. What am I if I can’t draw like others can. And when i’m doing so good, I never post…
A ciggarette.. Yeah… byby depression and edge…
 
If you don’t mind my asking, what’s your fetish?
𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
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I buried my fuckin’ GRANDMA!
 
God dammit I miss her 💔
 
 
Nothing is more fucked up than holding a loved one for the last time, only to put them in the ground and leave them there.
 
I stood there in front of everyone just staring at my dead grandmother. I couldn’t believe what they did to her.
MethidMan
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Shit, I just read about the reversal reversal… This is not boding well for the fandom…
 
Forget the staff or the site, this is the whole fandom tearing itself apart and the staff are just caught in the middle in a constant lose-lose situation… This makes me sad…
 
The fandom has practically entered into a civil war… When you think about it, this is worse than the notion of the fandom dying…
 
Goddammit, I was supposed to get back to sleep much sooner…
Background Pony #9AA6
@MethidMan
 
@Genevamode
 
“I don’t know how much longer I can even publically display my fetish..
 
People love to be an ass. And tell people to stop being themselves.. It affects part of me that makes me cry.”
 
So, if I were to explain, even if, ‘anon’; it would still bother me, because they see that they can hate it all they want all too much. And I’m tired of it. I am not going to say what it is, because that doesn’t help anymore. It’s already hard for me to look for someone
TwilyIsBestPone
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Twily 💜
My Big Bro is leaving my hometown to Vermont to live with his girlfriend and her dad in a couple weeks. I am not ready for him to leave but I can’t stop him.  
He’s an Adult so he has the right to leave.
 
My Mom had a nervous breakdown just thinking about it….I don’t blame her I could of had one too.
 
Me and My fam will be in tears when he leaves.
 
My Anxiety is up because of it.
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