[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

I just wanna go to sleep.

@Badheart  
I recently discovered a good way to fall asleep.
 
Use Tinder. It’s like counting sheep…

Every time he says ‘we’ in reference to him and her I just wanna puke.

@LightningBolt  
Lmao he prob thinks he’s hot and has options, and his gf is like “give me your debit card”
 
Yeah. Guys get novelty any day of the week they have money, but what he disregarded was worth much more.

@Ninji  
He doesn’t have a lot of money.
 
But referring to playing games together with her is really sucky as we used to do that all the time.
 
She just seems to be his toy right now and has no personality of her own.

@LightningBolt  
SO SHE'S A BIMBO 😱

@Badheart  
Uhh, sure…

I tried.

@Ninji
 
I hate users. There are so many people out to use you and I know a number of them. ZONE asked me for money then banned/blocked me after I gave it to her. I’ll never see her the same way again. I tried to reach out to ask her why I was treated like that and it’s just radio silence.
 
Toxic af.
 
We used to be really close friends. Now I’m just depressed my friend wasn’t who I really thought she was and I can’t trust them anymore. It made me doubt everything I’ve known up until now, like, I can’t trust anyone. Even my boyfriend and my best friend, Tiarawhy, got hit with my paranoia as I tried to guess where the next swerve might be.
 
My little sister is bullying me and she used to be my best friend. I just feel helpless and I don’t know what to do. I want to give up and die. Everything hurts.

@I Literally Dont Care What You Want  

 
I have trust issues up the ass now.
 
Well I’ve had them for awhile, ever since my first ex as a teen suicide baited me and his friends bullied me into staying with him despite having no feelings for him and I was stuck in a lose/lose. If I told him I was done with him, he’d threaten to cut himself, if I stuck around for much longer I’d lose my sanity.
 
That was over ten years ago now, but it still crafted me and It’s fucked me up ever since.
 
There’s been lots of people since then who betrayed my trust and I don’t know what I did to get so many people to just vehemently hate me and use me to get to others or just to get something.

When life kicks your ass you shit in its face.

@Badheart
 
How do you do that?

@MethidMan  

 
Get Schwifty!
 

 
That’s so sad about your ex and so manipulative. It reminds me of Alex from Night in the Woods. Do you know about that?
 
Yeah, I don’t know what ZONE’s deal is, I know they were ready to be homeless. I know they weren’t in a position to be picky. I think they immediately regretted what they wrought and the suicidal spin and personal hell I went through, which I 100% made sure that they were aware of my suffering.
 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TxXwVQHDkUc
 
I think that everyone is hurting right now, for different reasons. Pain is the human condition. It’s what binds us through these tragedies. To fingerpoint and blame one another is meaningless. Your hell will still be here tomorrow, waiting for you.
 
Are you going to cry about it or are you going to do something about it?

@LightningBolt  
Ouch.
 
My problem is I’m too trusting and someone’s going to take advantage of that someday.

Anyone ever had an existential crisis?

@Background Pony #C291  
I get one or two a week.

@pixel  
OMG! You get it, too?!

@pixel  
Same.

You know…sometimes a miss is better than no shot at all.
 
You only lose if you never try.
 
Russian machine gun brought this up fyi
 
PKP Pecheneg

@I Literally Dont Care What You Want  
If they short me trivially I pay more attention, but if they take a lot I just cut off business until I get what I want.
 
I can’t draw upfront though, I’ll get stolen from 5 times for every successful customer because people think art is fun and ok to steal.

@Badheart  
I’d be too scared to touch such a powerful gun, instant highly visible, highly immobilized high priority target.
 
Machinegunners don’t live long, it would take 50 Nazis and two cyberdemons to make me pick up a Russian machinegun.

@Ninji  
Testicles not included.

@Badheart  
I think if you got avacado sized testicles you might have cancer.
 
A high testosterone person can definitely move it around faster.
 
My sense of fear is mostly from self worth. I don’t owe my life to anyone, so I’m going to stay alive it I can.

@Ninji  
There’s this thing called DHT if you don’t mind losing your hair.
 
 
…what are cyberdemons?

@Badheart  
The frontal baldness DHT can cause is a sign of raw masculine power.
 
Cyberdemons are the giant demons in Doom that have a rocket launcher arm and hydraulic leg.