Hoo boy… About three or four years ago I was diagnosed with thyroid cancer. I had to have surgery to remove the whole thing! On top of struggling with depression and lack of concentration all my life I am now left endlessly tired and having cognitive issues like poor memory, mood swinging and impulsive actions (the binge drinking and eating hurts the most!) I’m left with no education, no job, in a small, dead town, I haven’t seen my father in 10 years, that’s ok, I hate my mother, she hates me, my sister is poor trash, I am endlessly lonely as everyone is busy with their nonsense and think I’m a creep! Or I guess so. I don’t bother, the world gets on my nerves! Some days I feel like killing someone in absolute rage. And others like walking in front of a train.