[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

I’m killing myself
 
This doesn’t feel good
 
Why isn’t anyone there for me?

@Badheart  

 
Don’t do it.

@Badheart  
A lot of people aren’t there for you because they can’t even do anything for themselves. Nobody wants you dead.

be nice if i could pass away in my sleep. i wouldnt even know it was happening.

@Background Pony #434A  
You doing alright, pard’ner?

@Background Pony #1552  
i just been feeling weird. hasn’t been getting any better. fuck i broke down crying the other night, and i don’t even know why.

For some reason I feel like taking down my art here.

@Gameplay The Pony  
If that is because you are thinking of rebranding, for example if you are putting together a portfolio for college or for a professional interview, we can hide your art on the site so that you won’t show up in Google searches. We call it “People Hiding Ponies”, and it obfuscates the info in the Google caches so that you will “disappear” in just a couple of weeks or a month at the most. If, instead, you delete the images, we’ve found that Google will “freeze” it’s cache of the last “known good” search results, and it will hang onto those search results like a corpse clinging to it’s last precious moment, and you’ll appear in Google search results for years after the images are deleted.
 
If you would like to know more about “People Hiding Ponies”, feel free to PM me.
 
If you are thinking of taking your art down for some other reason, you may also feel free to PM me if you would like to discuss it.

I’m ok. I just felt off about something, that’s all.

@Gameplay The Pony  
Ok. I hope you feel better soon, and the offer still stands if you’d like to find out more some time in the future.

@Derpy Whooves  

 
Okie.

I tried everything

I wish this world didn’t exist……….

@Flutter_Lover
 

I’m afraid of turning into a deadbeat.

@Scrabbleman  
Better fear it than for it to actually happen. Like it did to me.

I’m gonna fucking cut myself.

@KolpSlack  
please dont do that.

@KolpSlack  
When I feel like that I ask myself what it’ll accomplish. There’s never really a good reason to.

@pixel
 
@Background Pony #434A  
I don’t fucking care anymore.

@KolpSlack  
at this point id say breath and reevaluate your situation.  
pinpoint exactly what makes you want to do that. and tell it to go fuck itself.  
you’re the one in control.
 
but what ever you do its your choice and your choice alone.  
i cant make you do anything.  
not sure what else to say.

@KolpSlack  
So you’re just gonna cut yourself because it’s edgy and cool?
 
“I’m gonna cut myself.”  
“Why?”  
“I don’t care why.”  
“The might as well do other stuff. Go write a book or cook a meal. You don’t need reasons for those either.”

Even if there is a heaven I’d be too pissed off to care.

I’m useless here.

What if I’m depressed because I can’t deal with children anymore?