[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

How does one combat fear?

How does one combat fear?

Stupid internet lag….

@Flutter_Lover  
We don’t. We just accept what’s fearing us and use as a reason why everything’s been miserable.

@Flutter_Lover  
just have to deal with it. get more comfortable with the things you fear.  
or don’t deal with it, doesn’t matter, its all pointless anyways.

@Flutter_Lover  

 
With testicles.

I’m done living.

I’m starting to read Fanfiction again. It is all cringe and annoying. But I go to my shippings for comfort.

pretty much been spending the last 2 months “online dating” to see if thats what my life is missing. probably isn’t but im actually looking forward to something for a change.

Five in the morning and I’m already having bad luck, it’s time for Casper to pack it up and hit the road.
 
Don’t fuck with Texas.

@Badheart  
Everything is bigger in Texas.

@Flutter_Lover  
Don’t be. You have so much to live for.

@Flutter_Lover  
Here, go on YouTube and listen to this song. It always keeps me up when I’m down.
 
Don’t Stop - PMV Collab
 
Can you do that for me?

@That1GuyGAMER18
 
Watched it, but not sure if it’s enough.

@Flutter_Lover  
maybe listening to music you like could help some.  
i listen to mine loud so i keep most of the shit thoughts from resurfacing.  
dont know if re-evaluating your own life would do much. looking at yourself from another angle, and grasping what you see.
 
you just have to decide on what your wanting to do. and be ok with that decision.  
or not its up to you.

It honestly doesn’t matter how people can pretend to continue living. To live is to subject yourself to untold agony and suffering, never once being allowed to know what your meaning is it in all. Friends, family, and entertainment are nothing more than a distraction, to keep you from realizing the truth of all the hopelessness of simply existing.

@Background Pony #88F5  
true.  
im already aware of the pointlessness/hopelessness of everything.  
the distractions keep me sane for the time being.

@Background Pony #434A
 
 
The problem is that those distractions only last so long. Eventually, you’ll not be distracted and then be reminded moments later of the meaninglessness of living. It’s only a matter of time.

@Background Pony #88F5  
i know.  
im buying myself time for no reason.  
then when i cant take it, i’ll end it.

The reality sinks in even more every day that I don’t have a real friend.
 
I really don’t feel like being open anymore.
 
When you’re nice to people they begin to extort you, just like an animal.

@Background Pony #434A  
I sing a lot.

And?

@Background Pony #88F5  
I was just saying when I feel like shit, I sing a lot…
 
Probably should have specified.

@That1GuyGAMER18  
as long as its something you like doing, thats all that matters.

@Background Pony #434A  
This is true.