i was fucking BAWLING my eyes out. I was upset because my teachers were being huge assholes today. I was working hard and trying my best but i just wasn't enough. Im never enough…ever. I got 0s on my school's point sheet, even though i did my work. From now on i'll have to sit in front of the class or next to the people who do the point sheets. I STILL manage to do my work, even though i wanna fucking die. Cut me some slack… Anyways, also, for those of friends who know a student named, Nathan, Threatened me in school last week. Well, i was was called to go home, and NOBODY let me go. I went back to go to homeroom and NATHAN fucking comes out in the hall when i'm not supposed to be around him and he fucking hurt my fucking feelings!!
HE CAME OUTSIDE IN THE HALLWAY WHERE I WAS AND HE POKED HIS FACE OUT AT ME AND MADE A UGLY FACE AND GESTURE THAT MADE ME TRULY SICK and the way he acted toward me made me highly upset. Even worse, i tried to talk to my friend about it for some support and he just fucking went past me saying, "No." Like wtf…Then i went to class, distraught and yelled that i'm not allowed to see him and they IGNORED ME. I kept saying, "They called me to go to the front!!!" Then fucking finally, they let me go. But of fucking course Mr.Armfeild had to come too. He was being a fucking asshole! I came in to see my grandpa and i was literally CRYING and he had nothing but disappointment in store for me. I tried to tell them but they told me to quiet down, so APPARENTLY…IM NOT EVEN ALLOWED TO FUCKING SPEAK. Mr armfeild fucking blew it off like it was nothing like,
"I don't know what she's talking about." AND IT REALLY FUCKING PISSED ME OFF. I went home SOBBING and my grandpa was just being a HUGE asshole too! He was ignoring me when all i wanted was some fucking support but apparently i cant have the comfort i need to feel better. You know why?! Cause according to him, "At the end of the day, NOBODY gives a damn about how you feel." At that point, my main objective was to get home. I WANTED to snuggle my fucking cousin and when i got there, SHE WAS A BITCH TOO. She didn't even cuddle me back or talk to me. She just saw the point sheet and was a total bitch and i told her what happened and she acted like the whole, "Nathan bit" Was covering up that i was doing my damn work!! ITS ALL ABOUT THE DAMN WORK!!!! AND HER BOYFRIEND WAS AN ASSHOLE. Of course he wouldn't support me! He was annoyed by my problems, playing his trash fortnite on his Ps4, rolling his eyes and sighing, like gtfo & gfys you bitch!! I am emotionally stressed. I had nothing to do because they decided to take the computer for the whole day so i had nothing to do but sleep. just sleep. But even still i wake up and i wanna die. i wanna fucking die. I just wanna fucking die…i'm sorry…It's just that i really feel everyone is tired of me….