So I figured out that the hot sauce does have to be on a certain area to really feel good
well so… basically, I put it on this area and I get this chill in my head but it feels relaxing and start shivering
And it makes me feel good for a while afterwards… and heck.. what I did was had some ghost pepper hot sauce and then over an hour later used saliva and covered the area and then ran warm water over it and that was enough… it really doesn’t take much
I have tried a whole drop of ghost pepper hot sauce on the area and that was pretty freaking intense…
buuuut… okay so… I need to find something else to do… there’s.. lots of other stuff to do that will work the same way
Well… kind of but this is.. more interesting… I guess it’s not really bad, bad to do it.. hmm…
Okay, see.. this is the shit I go through in my head and it’s fucking depressing.. and now I’m fucking rambling and…
I’ve tried a few areas… my lips, inside of my throat, inside of my mouth, anus and penis/balls
inside of mouth kind of works but… it’s a lot more enjoyable when actually eating something.. but basically private parts area works best
Now why am I mentioning this here… I guess cause I’m bored.. actually, I have no idea why… I really should just delete this post or start-over and make it a lot shorter.. naaaaaah.. this shows just how fucking ridiculously crazy I am.. and how I PRACTICALLY FUCKING SPAM 24/7
I also was trying to say how it made me feel better and I need to.. oh, yeah.. need to find other stuff to try
Well I know working out really hard (like 85-90% maximum heart rate) for 4-5 hours feels fucking amazing for 24 hours afterwards… but it would take AT LEAST 4 weeks to get in shape enough to do that and that’s if I really push myself
fuck… would be a lot easier to just… why the fuck am I even living hmm… maaaybe to… help people.. yeah…
I don’t fucking know… it’s 3:30 in the morning and I should really get to bed..
yay…. totally a rambling jumbled post