Life has dragged on to a point where apathy doesn’t even describe it. I feel there is nothing we can do to save ourselves from the situation we’ve been put into in regards to the planet and the systems within it.
But you know what? I don’t think it even matters anymore, for the little time I have lived on this planet I have done so many things that I cherish just as much as I have done things I regret. As miserable as I may be now, I guess my mind is just become so carefree and apathetic to the point that I don’t even think its worth giving a shit about our inevitable downfall. For the most part I’ve done just about everything I’ve wanted to do with my life, its not a whole lot but it’s not a problem to me. Minimal and simple is the way I’ve always wanted to live my life.
Sure, I want to die quite a lot of the time but there’s a counterbalance that keeps me here regardless.