[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

I’m in the state of being constantly worried and stressed and totally unable to focus or even have a minute of not worrying. This state has been here since last night and has not gone away for hours.  
can’t even focus on band practice or revision for finals week. ;-;

@strandedpenguin  
Hey

I’m going crazy 😞🔫

I feel like such an idiot that I didn’t have the time to exchange phone numbers and social accounts to each other before I went home from the day I made a brony friend. :(

@Flutter_Lover  
OH NO! 😢

Everyone who’s ever died is back to haunt me
 
Even in my nightmares I see their faces

My weekend in a nutshell….  

Please……  

@Flutter_Lover
 
@Flutter_Lover  
😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨 NO! BUDDY, PLEASE NO!

@Flutter_Lover  
I might actually do that soon. That way my family can take the few dollars they’ll get probably when I get murdered. since i’m hated as always.

@Flutter_Lover  
I think your life is worth a hell of a lot more than 12 bucks, tbh. I don’t know what’s been going on in your life, but please… don’t throw it all away over it.

@MorphinBrony  
Why? It’ll be like the same fucking thing, rinse and repeat until I’m at my grave.

@Flutter_Lover  
😢😢😢😢 Buddy. Please no.

I’m so pathetic. I can hardly stand up for myself if I had the balls to do it, which would leave me on the ground in a puddle of blood. I blame myself for being alive….

(sighs sadly) I’m done. I am so done. I just…. I don’t know what to do anymore. My friend is losing it I’m….lost. I’m losing my best buddy. 😢😢😢😢😢💔💔💔 I give up. I rather die. I wish I never exist. Fuck 2018!

@Shylover  
Well that’s true 2018 had more bad stuff than good

@Shylover  
You still have us. Besides there could be great things coming this year.

@Ssj4Bladex21145  

 
That’s not the same!

@Shylover  
Well, the best I can do is say to noy let it get to you as bad as it is and try to see the positive whenever possible. It helped for me.

@Ssj4Bladex21145  
Forget it! I give up life! 2018 is a joke! 💔💔💔💔😢😢😢😢😢😢

@Shylover  
Please don’t.

@Shylover  
2018 is not a bad year. Your anxieties are worse in this year than in previous years. I’m sorry, but if it comes down to your life, you need to get professional help for your anxieties and depression.
 
You can just tell your doctor about your issues the next time you go. They are there for your health, both mental and physical.

I have to admit I am extremely worried about 2018, but thankfully some things seem to finally be settling down.

And now I feel like I am crazy. I am almost 18 years old, and my mother does not trust me to be in a house on my own because she is scared that I will self-harm or attempt to kill myself. She will allow me to be alone in a few days, for a few hours.

………..