[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)
Flutter_Lover 
#WaifuLivesMatter
@Meanlucario
For one, I’m a 34 year old autistic manchild who doesn’t have a personality of his own, no privilege to even have a job since I don’t like most people. I’m entirely a scared little bitch inside, never have any willpower to fight for myself. In fact, fighting is pointless to me, because I know I’ll fail in the end.
For one, I’m a 34 year old autistic manchild who doesn’t have a personality of his own, no privilege to even have a job since I don’t like most people. I’m entirely a scared little bitch inside, never have any willpower to fight for myself. In fact, fighting is pointless to me, because I know I’ll fail in the end.
Flutter_Lover
#WaifuLivesMatter
@Meanlucario
How else is this pain going to stop? It’s a fucking cycle that never ends, no matter what I do. No matter if I were to voice act, no matter if I travel, I’m still going to be this fat fuck who does nothing but ride his bike and jerk off to 2d women.
How else is this pain going to stop? It’s a fucking cycle that never ends, no matter what I do. No matter if I were to voice act, no matter if I travel, I’m still going to be this fat fuck who does nothing but ride his bike and jerk off to 2d women.
Meanlucario 
Time to get spooky
@Flutter_Lover
And killing yourself will only make you a dead fat fuck who does nothing but ride his bike and jerk off to 2d women. Don’t forget the stress you’d cause to your family and loved ones, plus the funeral cost.
And killing yourself will only make you a dead fat fuck who does nothing but ride his bike and jerk off to 2d women. Don’t forget the stress you’d cause to your family and loved ones, plus the funeral cost.
Flutter_Lover
#WaifuLivesMatter
@Meanlucario
My parents caused me enough stress. I’m turning 25 for fucks sake next month….under this goddamn pandemic, at least.
My parents caused me enough stress. I’m turning 25 for fucks sake next month….under this goddamn pandemic, at least.
Flutter_Lover
#WaifuLivesMatter
@Meanlucario
Why do you think they’re not? They constantly bicker while I’m in it, and it’s the reason why I lack self esteem and personality. Just this morning, they bickered of some stupid rug that it could’ve been done when my mom had to butt in before the carpet cleaner came to clean it. It led me to scream outside to vent my rage that I don’t need waking up at 8 in the fucking morning! I’m fucking sick of it, dude!
Why do you think they’re not? They constantly bicker while I’m in it, and it’s the reason why I lack self esteem and personality. Just this morning, they bickered of some stupid rug that it could’ve been done when my mom had to butt in before the carpet cleaner came to clean it. It led me to scream outside to vent my rage that I don’t need waking up at 8 in the fucking morning! I’m fucking sick of it, dude!
Meanlucario
Time to get spooky
@Flutter_Lover
The way you word it, it sounds like they’re bickering with each other instead of at you.
The way you word it, it sounds like they’re bickering with each other instead of at you.
Meanlucario
Time to get spooky
@Flutter_Lover
Well, nothing will change if you don’t bring the problem to attention. I’m pretty sure that if kill yourself, it will just get worst.
Well, nothing will change if you don’t bring the problem to attention. I’m pretty sure that if kill yourself, it will just get worst.
Flutter_Lover
#WaifuLivesMatter
@Meanlucario
Is moving out one of those options? If that’s the case, I’ll have to be on SSI.
Is moving out one of those options? If that’s the case, I’ll have to be on SSI.
Meanlucario
Time to get spooky
@Flutter_Lover
That’s also an option, though I was uncertain that was an option you were considering. It’s certainly better than killing yourself.
That’s also an option, though I was uncertain that was an option you were considering. It’s certainly better than killing yourself.
Derpy Whooves 
Looking For My Doctor
Since I now have to be subscribed to this thread, please be nice to each other, ok? And if you are seriously contemplating self-harm please check yourself into an emergency room or call your local suicide prevention hotline.
𝐒𝐞𝐚𝐫 
Quite the irony that I, the guy who thwarted my father from committing suicide 3 years ago would succumb to the same idea.
I’m good now.
I’m good now.
𝐒𝐞𝐚𝐫
Thank goodness the war between them came rather abruptively shorter than I thought it would since 2017. Although but still, their personal conflicts, it would at any given time and at the rightmost situation, could happen again.All I need to learn based on this experience is being careful on certain things that would light up anew fire between the two of them yet, I sometimes without the mean of doing it, I always slip on my actions without even knowing I made another mistake.
𝐒𝐞𝐚𝐫
Fate is such a massive ass, really.
So as it seems…
I realized just now that coincidentally, sometime around August 7 to today 3 years ago, my dad would try to commit suicide by hanging but I stopped him twice.
I realized just now that coincidentally, sometime around August 7 to today 3 years ago, my dad would try to commit suicide by hanging but I stopped him twice.
Fate is such a massive ass, really.
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