i dont feel as depressed as i was, having friends has helped a bit with that. but i still dont feel satisfied or happy with my life. i still feel down when i think about all my friends and their relationships. i already know that no one would want to be with me. im just a quiet uninteresting person. i'll continue to live my life feeling lonely, until i cant anymore.
I wish you guys were in Florida and Covid19 wasn't going on so we could all play Them's Fighting Herds. Maybe when the plague is over or even this week, I can start a Roll20 campaign in Zarcian Tundra.
Anyone wanna roleplay a little civil war between mothponies and batponies with an evil Queen Twilight at the helm? I'd love to flesh out some minor characters and include y'all in the thread!
Fuck being elligible for school, never got any fake help like Pell or the stimulis, so I can't get a 20yo computer. Not even eligible for foodstamps, I eat people's trash, and food banks are all shutting down. I put some halfway decent food in the fridge for when my mom shows up.