Well, to be honest, I haven’t thought about my depression for a long time. May have to do with the fact that I’ve been fighting for my life for the past few months. But now that I’m on the way to recovery, I can also see what a difficult road lies ahead. My work will probably not be the same because of the Corona virus. I will earn less, and I am not sure how things will continue in the future. I’m with a woman whom I don’t really love from the heart and I feel anything but good because of my appearance at the moment. Sometimes I would have liked to see an end to all of this, but on the other hand there is so much I would like to do. Right now I’m pretty torn up inside. And I somehow have the impression that I have let down a lot of people in the past. There is not as much alcohol as I would like to drown my sorrows in it right now. :-/